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sheesh ... I am goona try to write more
hello all. Furcon 08 was fun kinda. I did not have a great a time as coulda been had but... Anyway i need to start focusing on things. I really wanna start my own business.. I have so many ideas will tell you about them in times upcoming.. Gonna start writing too..need to be prodded in the ass.. we are gonna start with t-shirt i think.. i have ( Read more... ) -
The Fire That Burns Within
The need, the hurting, wanting, striving to be held, to know that everything is alright, to feel connected, to be understood, to have another, to be loved. This is the fire that resides in all of us, denial does no good, we can see its haunting effects through the eyes, through the body, through the words. It is a fire that feeds on loneliness and ( Read more... ) -
Jaspian
Wow what an unsecure little fennec. You know the song by the Blood HoundGang don't ya? "Cause you pretty when i'm Drunk..." we'll I was pretty f*#@ing drunk. LOL. My turn to tease. My gosh Jaspian is surley very sexy i'd like everyone ta know and it was true I fancied him at the party. I was the one in the greem comfy chair yelling for people to ( Read more... ) -
Careing
So suddenly i am reawakened and I am starting to care about others. However I am afraid of screwing up and the people i have met seem to all be down in the dumps. It hurts and I am indesicive. I totally wanna start smoking again right now. I know I need to be paitent but it is way to hard. I do not know what to do anymore. I have no experience with ( Read more... ) -
Califur
well i'm goning to Califur but i do not know if it'll be under happy circumstances. The people i want to go with are having alot of drama. I know things change but i want them to stay the same for awhile -
more stable now
Gods I've been a mess but right now I'm evening out. But I can't decide if that's a good thing. I kinda like having a new side of me to explore but get frusterated at the slowness of the pace. I'm so totally down for doing things but live in vernal ut. Sigh.... I gotta move. -
Thanks to all at FurCon07
Ok here goes my first entry In my journal. I would like to Thank the following people who changed my life in ways most may never know. I found my self in a way and recovered a few things I lost years ago.I am a totally differnet person now. So to those I met Thanks.Furrypaw,Foxwell,Hyperbluewolf,Foxlord,Ferian,Jaspian and the gang at frozenoasis,Colt,Bree,Draco,kannibal kitten, Souless,and Saving the Best ( Read more... )