well I can actually see the light at the end of the tunnel. 1 more bad week then I should be caught up, and be able to start enjoying myself agian.. It has been really hard being stuck in this house broke unable to do anything..hell I even started looking foward to going to work...so you know it most be bad ( Read more... )

why are peolpe the way that we are? is it becouse we have no control? is it becouse we think we have some control? are we how we are becouse of D N A. or is it a result of our past experience's? is it both ( Read more... )

Need I say more? I will, Today was a great day tempature wise. The rain sucked the mud was worst. Tractor broke, roofing sucked...nothing went right. but its over, I'm home..if thats what I should call it. not sure there. so I get to do it all over tomarrow

Well I dont expect much from her, but she dosent need to lie to me. she thinks I'm a dumbass, that I believe whatever she tells me. Honestly I dont care thats why I dont pry. she can do whatever she wants and dosent have to tell me anything...but instead she offers all this information and lie's. why lie when she needs not say anything?

Well christmas is over, now I can start recovering from all the stress and insaneity of it all. Not that I dont like this time of year...but I only enjoy watching me daughter, the joy and complete belief she has makes it all worth wild. I do admit this year I felt like a scruged. Its been a long year. well got to go bye

         Well on my way to work thursday I ran out of gas, when its 6:30 in the morning and you run out of gas.. its freaken cold. Lucky for me I was pulling into the drive at work when it happened. yes I had money for gas, a whole 6 bucks. but if I would have stop and spent it on gas I wouldn't have had any money for food ( Read more... )

Well my first SCHOOL memorie is in 1st grade. I was walking into school, going to my class. When my brother Bill's teacher pulled me aside and said "I dont care what you do, but dont make your brother skip school with you". now the day before I was home snuggeled up in my dad's chair watching cartoons. Sick or facking, I dont remeber. I do however ( Read more... )

well liked I said there was three brother's, and we all shared the same room. At the same time as my fear of the staircase/closet, we shared the same bed. We were young, healthy, energetic boys. If we werent fighting, we got along fairly well most of the time. But of course most of the things I remeber will make it seem like we hated each other. ( Read more... )

It was a cold and frosty day in Febuary, and just before the Buttcrack of dawn...it gets worst. In the crappy little town called Adrian. A little 7lb 8oz's a healthy, white, little angel of a baby boy was born. I should have had it all. Well I dont remember much of those first few years. Ok I dont remember anything, I'm sure I did abounch of ( Read more... )

life sucks gets worst everyday.