well I just went outside it's freaken cold!!!! really want to move down south

well yesterday was going to be my familys christmas party, but we had to cancel do to my mother being in the hospital..not sure whats going on with her will find out more today. I always fear the worst and concidering it is her heart, well I'm very worried. My father died april 7 1999 and I know I've never got over it. Hell I've only visited his ( Read more... )

Well today even started out really bad. Woke up from a nightmare, to realilize it wasnt a dream. in the last few weeks I have had so many things to try to deal with. My mother is ill, I hate my job, I moved in with my ex..thats a whole story itself. She needed me to move back and thats all it took. Yes I still love her. but dont get me wronge, no ( Read more... )

O k well i just wanted to make sure this is working before i put anything real down