I'm not sure what to say, but I feel the urge to type and try to get some things out of my head. So here goes ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here at Paris On the Platte with Kate. She's over there to my right filling out an app. The thought of her coming here..and seeing her everyday fills me with so much happiness. Being with her, actually, brings me happiness anywhere. But the thought that I'm going to spend the rest of my life with her is...amazing ( Read more... )

I've been thinking alot lately. I've kind of come up with a sort of theory. I've come to realize why team sports are so appealing to me...and to so many other people. Kate, when you read this, maybe it'll help you understand my fanatcism about team sports ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here, listening to music and "Good Charlotte - Emotionless" comes on, so I start thinking about my life, about my father, specifically. I can't help but wonder how different my life would be if Dad had played an active role in my life, if he'd never left. Would I be who I am now? Would I be better? Or worse ( Read more... )

Okay, so at work today I was set loose, as Todd put it, on a Freightliner. It was my responsibility to cut, weed, and install the vinyl graphics for the logo, truck #, Vin #, USDOT #, weight and a graphic designating the location of the fire extinguisher. So...I did it. And I was doing damned good too, working at a nice little not-too-fast, not-too ( Read more... )

Work...is..well I don't know. Somedays it's fun, others it's a real drag. I think Todd is going to get rid of Jason(not me) and bring in Jeff as a partner. Which would mean not only living with Jeff, but working with him everyday as well. I'm not sure if he'd get on my nerves or not. The pay...is alright. I'm averaging around 30 hours a week, so ( Read more... )

So...it's the weekend. And I'm back in Denver for the weekend. But no one is up...and no one is online. I had offered to pay for gas plus some spending money for Kate to come down for a day or two, but she declined, saying she couldn't afford to take off of work right now. I can totally and completely understand and respect that. I just miss her ( Read more... )

So today we had installations in Yuma. But instead of the bright & early 9ish departue I was hoping for, things got delayed 'til 11:30is, so we didn't get to the job site 'til about 1. The first two signs were easy enough, took maybe 15 mins to install and replace light bulbs...so while Jeff & Todd finished that up, Jason & I (yeah...I work with ( Read more... )

I lay here in this cold, darkened room, unwanted, unneeded, unloved. I am a broken toy. Fondly I remember days past, days spent talking, laughing, loving. The time slipped away so fast,yet always stood still for us.The fun is gone now, in it's place a bitter face now rests. You loved me once, why can't you love me again? I know I'm not a special ( Read more... )

I read your letters today ( Read more... )