There were a few times in high school, where after a tough day of school I would crawl up in his bed, and just cry. for different reasons,sometimes period cramps (lol), sometimes friends, sometimes him, sometimes if i was just sick. but he would hold me. and tell me it was ok. ask if there was anything he could do to help. i want that right now. no ( Read more... )

had it all figured out ( Read more... )

This situation swirls around in my head over and over.. instead of annoying everyone else by talking about it. I just write. Sorry ( Read more... )

I miss your arms around me.

As some of you know, this week has been a really tough one for me. For some reason something sparked inside of me when I was feeling down, and I just let it flow out onto paper. I just wanted to share some of the random writings I wrote this week, cuz I think some of them are pretty cool, others are lame ( Read more... )

WHat is this.. I read in class the other day that Love is something that we have made up ourselves in this society. So how does it hurt so much when we lose it?! I never want to feel this way again, I have never been the type to say I never wanna fall in love again. And right now, I am not even sure that is what I am saying. because, in all ( Read more... )

I don't know why I write here, just to get my thoughts out I guess... and so in the future I can look back and see what I was feeling. Its a personal place for me to express the feelings, emotions, and random ass thoughts that pass through my mind ( Read more... )

Sometimes I am not sure im choosing the right path. see.. I am at a place where I am making a huge decision... and im scared. there is 1 thing that is scaring me.. and that is the uncertainty of how life will be when I return. Will he be there? doubtful ( Read more... )

Its really starting to sink in that I am leaving ( Read more... )

Just because of decisions I made and thing that I said in the past... I don't deserve to be judged on those now.