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years later/new life
funny, how it is to share my life with someone again after i first shared it with greg. some things feel strangely repetitive, like i'm ghost-wandering around my first life, or it's here beside me, but although some things are similar, this life is very different. full of consistent happiness, not just here and there bright sparks in the darkness ( Read more... ) -
it's happening so quickly
only 18 sleeps till my vancouver dream comes true ( Read more... ) -
positive things
1.) booked a trip to vancouver--i'll be there the 21-24! does anyone want to meet me at the airport? i'll be in about 4pm. i haven't ironed out the details of where i'm staying yet, but that's easy. mal, linds, joce: want to get supper together on monday?
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stupid feelings
ugh, these days i feel so sensitive and vulnerable. the smallest things are rubbing on me and i couldn't give a shit about other things that should matter. i'm on a stupid emotion-coaster. i haven't been too overly sad since my breakup, but i feel fucking lost ( Read more... ) -
better as a dream
last night i had this rockin' sex dream about a dude i had a huge crush on, oh, like ten years ago. i made the mistake of just looking him up on facebook. DAAAYUM he lost it. gained a lot of weight and looks really boring now. should've just left him as a dream vision, cause now i'm let down. but really, what was i expecting ( Read more... ) -
my new pieces
!!! sooo excited to post these. everything together took about 4 .5 hours, including darren wrestling with the thermopaper machine thingy.
before:
done by darren at a convention six years ago, but by now is almost unreadable. plus it is kinda lame, anyway. what were you thinking,
twenty-year-old-rin??
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monday morning's ok when you don't have to work
this week is low on work and high on fun stuff: tonight is a date with my lady, wednesday i'm getting tattooed, thursday is first thursday which means dressing up, looking at art & drinking wine, and friday i'm hosting marlo & james for supper, and the very special art-hanging of the piece i bought from marlo. kind of a few more social ( Read more... ) -
still have the blahs
i feel so...dissatisfied. the post-vancouver funk is still fucking me up. plus i am kind of hungover today and that's never a good state for positive reflection, though i did have a good time last night. AND, i sold my first brooch (one that says 'fuck y'all', to my coworker anna). although it feels like i'm going to put so much effort into ( Read more... ) -
the blues
coming back from vancouver always puts me in a funk. i just spent a few minutes browsing for apartments online! i hope so much it'll be easy to find a place there, or that someone i know will be interested in taking on a roommate with two sweet cats. i need to save up another $1500 or so before i can move though...but I BELIEVE IN ME ( Read more... ) -
the first night
today greg left for san diego. the last few days have been horrible and beautiful; heartwrenching, tender, so fucking sad. he meant to leave yesterday but sickness, lack of preparation and the weather conspired against him, so this morning i pulled myself away from him to go to work. it was so fucking hard. pulled myself out of his arms to ( Read more... )