Spent most of the day with my grandparents. They're the best, I love them so much ( Read more... )

Taking a relaxation day. It's been a crazy month or so ( Read more... )

I don't know how to be a good friend. I think I should be doing something to make her better, but I just can't and I know that's terrible of me. It's not that I've given up, it's just that it's not within my means to do anything to make her life better. It kills me. All I can do is tell her how much I love her and how great she is, but that ( Read more... )

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I'm so uncomfortable around everyone. Everyone I know looks good ( Read more... )

I say this every time I come back here and read through old entries, but seriously... what. the. fuck? That was painfully embarrassing to read through (and I only read a little bit from 2002 & 2003), but I'm glad I never deleted it and am able to look back and see how much I've grown. I still don't think I'm where I should be in life, and I have a ( Read more... )

Wow, just read an entry Ami wrote in 2003 and it made me cry. I still love her with all my heart, but things have changed so much. It makes me sad. Like, I still consider her my best friend, and she says she still considers me hers but it's not the same and I almost feel like we don't even know each other anymore.

I forgot how to write about thoughts and feelings. For some reason I have it in my head that I shouldn't talk about anything ever. It's weird. Maybe because I don't have much to talk about that wouldn't make me come off as all crazy and depressed, which I guess am, but, I don't know ( Read more... )

I really kind of miss livejournal ( Read more... )

Ugh.

I hate when I get a text message and I'm all excited because I think it's from someone I actually want to hear from. Then I read it and it's from the last person I want to hear from.

Worst.