Hey so I start school in 4 days and I am so excited! I probebly should be nervious because its a new school and all but that hasen't really hit me yet. Besides I have Shannon and Jesse. I will miss all of my north friends but I really think they will be just fine without me! I have been really good about not getting depressed lately although I ( Read more... )

Ok I had to stay home and sleep all day because i really couldn't move! I threw up a lot last night! (I know over share) Tommorow I sort of have a little date so anyways that is cool I guess I really don't want to go! I want to just lock myself up in my room and wait for the perfect guy to find me! My ideas on life are just amazing to me! I can't ( Read more... )

OMG I AM SO FUCKING STUPID! I'm really not sure yet how stupid all I know is that it's pretty bad! I wish I could just stay home all day and night and like sew or read or something safe and innocent! I know like everyone is right and that I really should listen to them about Anthony but I don't! And even though today was incredable fucked up with ( Read more... )

My birthday turned out to be pretty fun! It was going really well until I decieded I wanted to call Anthony. Ok I was just talking to Grant online and he is telling me how much I love drama. Um no I just like guys with issues because it makes me feel like maybe I can actually help. I am almost completely over one of the assholkes in my life and I ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me! Not! W/E at least I am hanging out with Alaina its good to have a best friend! Ouch I just gotta go I wish I could just fall the fuck asleep tonight! I want to do my plan I do I didn't think I did but I do but omg this is too much! Goodnight

Ok my Mom is driving me nuts with the whole my birthday thing! It's so retarted that she doesn't let me spend the night at my best friends house I mean seriously it's my birthday and I am young I should be out celebrating! Anyways I saw Alaina today I love that girl! I cleaned a lot today and my house is now really clean thanks to me! Tommorow is ( Read more... )

Just thought I would mention I think that most music was composed by people on acid take for example the postal service those beats are just a bit too funky!

Ok I know it's not my place to get pissed off but I am! Anthony is going to Myrtle Beach with Andy and Josh and they may not even be home by the 16! Ok and my birthday is the 11th and I was really hopeing he would be there right! But he probebly won't be because thats only 6 days! I really wish I could just you know stop caring but it''s pretty ( Read more... )

So a lot has been happening but none of it is good! For some reason I have decieded to call of my birthday plan which has for some reason made me more miserable! Probebly because I realize I have more then a month of this shit left! Well I guess I will skip over the sad details of the days I missed and get to today. I woke up to a phone call then ( Read more... )

A bond was made that you said was so strong ( Read more... )