since apparently i am the village leper, i'm going to scream about it here, where i'm safe from the highschool backlash of "saying mean things about my friends" crap.

getting pregnant did some weird things to me. besides the obvious body changes, lifestyle changes i had to endure (i miss my toking!!!!), and the basic hassle of getting ready for a ( Read more... )

i absolutely love hate winter

and boys.

my heart needs to be shot.

[[ fuck this ]]

[[  KiiLL ME PLEASE  ]]

Go to the first entry of every month in 2005, and post the first line out of each entry in paragraph form ( Read more... )

fuck my life

i kind of want to, um, yeah, DIE.

i am in love and out of it, alone and together with so many people at the same time.

and none of them are YOU

meg

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If I were a month, I'd be: october (gotta agree with you Ash ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. brandon boyd:
   umm, have you ever SEEN him? he is Liquid Sex. and has an absolutely-fucking-AMAZING voice.
2. darkness:
   i like the dark, the night, shadows hinting at what could be there. i have a lot of darkness in my life as well, the metaphorical darkness, evil.
3. football:
   i like watching it, playing it, the crisp smell of ( Read more... )

ok, so who rang the Megan bell again ( Read more... )

ummm...............................

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how in God's name do i go about this? how do i figure out what i was? was it random, was it because i was female and there? was this a "i'm-horny-and-your-here-why-not-fuck-it" thing? are there feelings involved? can i stand it if there weren't? can i really be an "i'm- ( Read more... )

hehe, the answer should be 42 1/2...........

saw Daniel again today...ergh, i mean last night, for about ten minutes. but i did get to watch him collapse into some form of twitchy sleep.

...............so fucking adorable.

<3

meg