I ask myself when the sadness will go away... Not that I am writing in here for sympathy but I do need to vent in some way... A little over a week ago my father passed away and I have to say its been the hardest thing that I have had to encounter... Of all the painful things I have endured this was by far the worse... I have a feeling of emptiness ( Read more... )

Its amazing how you realize how much you will miss something months after you have vacated it..... I moved nine months ago and have gone on day by day... However this past weekend I had a real sense of homesickness.... Maybe it was because my mom came for the weekend... Maybe its because I am getting ready to move thousands of miles away ( Read more... )

Wooooooo I got the greatest presents last night.... YAY...... I got monkeys and cows and music and books... Makeup and shoes... Oh MY GOD... Everything a girl needs and wants.... Jason is definetly the BIG J LOVE SAUCE.... Ohhh yeah........ I even got ice cream pie.....

I have a birthday list of things I need today......

* SEX
* ORAL SEX
* BACK MASSAGE
* HUGE BIRTHDAY CAKE AND ITS FILLED WITH ICE CREAM
* FUR VEST
* DIAMOND ENCRUSTED SUN VISOR
* RUBY RED SLIPPERS

Hmmm so whats my chance if getting any of these things? Ohhh and I am also the PRINCESS today.... Ohhh yeah....

Every time I look at the computer or get online there seems to be some naked chick on there with a big penis in her ass... What the hell... New Porn...

Fall is my absolute favorite time of the year.. Just thinking about it makes me happy..... I love the smells, the changing of leaves and autumn nights..... Breezy and everything is beautiful..... During the months of mid September, October and early November I am always happy.... So I am sad that I will be missing out on Fall this year... Actually ( Read more... )

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So sometimes I enjoy being obnoxious and seeing if it makes people squirm.... Especially when you break all of the morning rules and just start talking and demanding attention..... Makes for great entertainment and also I smaile all day long knowing that he hates it but deep down LOVES it... I know he does... I can see it in his eyes... If I didn't ( Read more... )

I have a secret I must let everyone in on.... I think that Jason is trully gay.... Over the weekend he purchased a religious sex cd and here is the kicker.... Are you ready..... Richard Simmons Tone and Sweat... GAY..... FAGTREE...... Gayalicious........

If anyone has ever seen a Reef in actual real life or just in aquariums at zoos or maybe pictures you would see its multitude of inhabitants and how this very thing has convinced me at some point that there definetly is a God ( Read more... )