that's how i feel, like i had a day. not good, not bad. :) went into work, did something very important. met with my supervisor and we went over my evaluation. really only good things were said. i wasn't concerned about that. then i raced to the doctor to discuss my high cholesterol. basically it was a waste of time. i'm too young to go on the ( Read more... )

before i get into it. just wanted to mention that kyle and i broke up. i should have just said i can't give you anything right now. but i am not good at telling people things like that. therefore it was messier than it should have been but i'm pretty sure we're friends ( Read more... )

"you don't like raviolis? since when ( Read more... )

kay. so i was getting better yet still felt kinda weird. RE-CAP ( Read more... )

okay this is the month i was supposed to die. i am convinced ( Read more... )

i feel better...but it's weird. i still feel like something isn't right. i can feel my kidneys. is it just that i'm more aware that they are there?! i still have a little pain there and i'm afraid i'm not fully infection free. i'll give it a couple days and call my doctor. i have to go back and see him anyways. i also have to see a nutritionist ( Read more... )

okay so i had my colonoscopy today to find out why i can't go to the bathroom like a normal person. turns out that i am perfectly healthy and there is no reason why i should have any problem. i go next week to talk to the doctor again to find out what i else i can try. i will probably be consuming 50x more fiber than the rest of the population ( Read more... )

well i'm still alive. i went into the hospital saturday because i was having crazy pains up and down my back and a fever that made me shake and unable to breathe. i knew something was wrong for a few days but it was going away- so it seemed. anyway i was in the hospital for four days (because of a kidney infection)and that has got to be the most ( Read more... )

i'm here at work and i just had to get this out somehow ( Read more... )

tonight was great. dee came out with me. i try to get her out once a week. i feel that it is pretty much all that i can do for her during this time... :( we have fun though and always over indulge. but i am so proud of myself. we went to p f chang's and i ate only the healthiest things on the menu. i am a huge nerd and i researched it first... ( Read more... )