No one uses it anymore! But I'm going to. It is late, or early, and I'm about to go to bed, but I just wanted to rant for a minute. Time is so fucking slippery. And I hate it ( Read more... )

And I am having fun!! I am finally about to lose this crap job that I have been in for almost 3 years...I hate it! And I'm trying to be more spontanious, so this kind of just fit right in ( Read more... )

Sometimes it takes something as dumb as a birthday to realize that people you thought cared, at least a little TINY bit.......don't.

I did have a great day and I want to thank Jay and Tara for watching scary movies with me. My party is going to be even MORE fun!!!!!

As long as Bret dresses up as Jesus......

punk kids who have nothing better to do then steal shit. I am 100 % sure that is who broke into my house last night. I wish i would have found this person. I swear I would have drawn blood. Turns out that not only my xbox went missing, but our brand new camera too. There goes 800$ of hard fucking earned money down the shitter ( Read more... )

I think about this sometimes and know that I may not be the true definition of the word, but that still doesn't make me feel any less like I have lost it. I am not going to bore myself with the same self interested bullshit, because nothing I say at this point is any different then what I have said before. Now I just have to act on what is wrong ( Read more... )

I am exhausted.....this little puppie of mine is a lot of work! But she is worth it. Work has been extremely vacuous the last 2 weeks and I think the center is about in implode. But not me ( Read more... )

I felt eyes on me the other day.....it reminds me of how the world used to be when I was still aware of simple pleasures. I sporadically want to insert sharp objects into my skin just to make sure that I am not dreaming. Have I lost my sense of telepathy?

Nope.

I just the world could see me the way I see through the world.

In one week a lot of things have changed. Everything, really ( Read more... )

I am fucking screaming inside right now. I was to destroy everything. I haven't been this quietly contained since I was 17 and trying to be hard. No one really cares about anything......I guess that is just a fact of life. I just wish I wasn't the only one left that still believed in being true.

If only I had a gun instead of thoughts......

As much as I try to be sensitive when I should be, there is a point where everyone breaks. Do I want to? No. But shit happens.

When a thing is promised a million times, and it is not given.....anger takes over and promises that were made can be broken.