Yesterday...quite the mix of emotions...I talked, yelled, cried, and laughed at orlando yesterday. i won't get into it, but i think we understand each other a little better now. It didn't really hit me til this morning he was gone again..funny story. I woke up at drakes house and went directly to the computer to play the sims and made a house ( Read more... )

Last night it rained, but that rain will not ruin my parade! Rain is stupid, it doesn't ruin everything, but it's annoying. Drake, Kathryn, and Orlando slept over last night. We popped up a tent in the backyard, started a fire, played some board games, watched "So i married an ax murderer." Kaity and Joel were able to participate in a good game ( Read more... )

A friend of mine is going through some very hard times right now. He got married three months before he was shipped to Iraq for a year. Now he's back and he found out that his wife cheated on him 5 times while he was in war. He filed for divorce last week and hasn't been the same since. Someone asked him how he was doing the other day and he ( Read more... )

It's a disgusting feeling when you say "Hi!" to someone trying to be friendly and they ignore you. You then assume, oh they must not have heard you so you then go on to say "Hey! I said hi to you!" and then they give you the most forced "..hi." back. Or how about this, you don't see someone for a month, maybe two, and you're really exicted to see ( Read more... )

I'm really not sure what's wrong with me. I feel like i'm missing something/someone? I could probably guess, but there's more than that..

I need a hobby..

Orlando's parents hate me. He says they do because i flipped his dad off and his father quotes "I think that's rude." I advised Orlando there was never such a case of me flipping off a parent, unless it's my own mother or father. I also advised him that i don't flip people off, inwhich he then said "wtf, yes you do, you always flip people off!" ( Read more... )

i don't know, i just don't know. Things are really frustrating me in my head. I want to be a certain person, you know, letting myself go, not stressing about stupid people/things-but in my world this is impossible. I'm extremely extroverted, but in my mind i'm in a shell that i'm hopelessly able to get out of. Change is inevitable, but why is it ( Read more... )

Some things i need to do this winter include.

big bonfire.
Snowforts.
HUGE GROUP of sledding.
Vietnam reinactment using snowballs.
make yellowsnow with lemonade and eat in in front of strangers.

End.

I haven't updated this in a year. I thought it could be a good time to start writing in it again? Myspace blogs aren't the same. I always write huge blogs then preview it and then press 'back' and i lose everything!! So this is before school and i need to go, but i will surely update you later my friend!

I want to be able to share great things with my friends about you.
I want it to be easy for me to miss you.
but sometimes, you fucking suck.
and sometimes is now.