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Unacceptable porn???
Why is it that some people seem to categorise porn in two ways- acceptable and unacceptable? (If I was going to categorise it myself I'd go for 'not really my thing' and 'fucking hot' *). I had a friend tell me recently that he's found he has a new found soft-spot (or should that be hard spot?) for blow job porn, the rough type (with the ( Read more... ) -
Wow
27 weeks since my last entry. I hadn't realised it had been that long and yet I thought it had been a lot longer ( Read more... ) -
Afternoon sex
I've heard it said plenty of times before that morning sex always has that little extra something and whilst I appreciate the slow, sensuality of sex that starts whilst you're still half asleep, I still think that afternoon sex has its own charms. Perhaps its the fact that in the middle of the day you should be getting on with other ( Read more... ) -
Horny as hell this week and getting slightly frustrated
Its the school holidays which means that there's no getting away from the kids, both D. and myself are constantly exhausted in an evening and its starting to get a little frustrating. To make it worse I have a couple of good story ideas and no peace to get any work done on them and when I do get a bit of time to myself the people I 'chat' with ( Read more... ) -
Fear of rejection- a barrier to real honesty?
I'll admit I do have somewhat of a fear or rejection and have built up a confident, nothing bothers me front to cope with that. It doesn't always prevent me from getting hurt, but at least I feel like I can save some face when I do. I know this will hold me back as far as developing relationships goes so I do try to let a glimmer of ( Read more... ) -
Lack of updates recently
Yeah so I haven't updated in a while but in my defence I was in France (with limited internet access) for the past three weeks. Maybe its the warmer weather but I've just been feeling really uninspired recently and when I have been inspired I've been finding it difficult to stay focused. Meh. -
(Untitled)
Yay! Finished the first part of the story I was struggling with so much- its certainly put me off writing within a limit for friends again, but I'm pretty pleased with how its turned out so far. Might post it later- I like to reread stuff a few hours after finishing it before putting it up for public view. -
Hanging on too tight to the past (or finally letting go).
Logically I know this isn't healthy and I think that the time has come for me to try break this cycle. I believe that the things we have to go through happen for a reason, and that generally something good comes out of the bad if you look for it hard enough, but I want to be able to think back over things without them feeling like an open wound ( Read more... ) -
About that girl
I've been thinking a lot about her recently, perhaps because its was my experience with her that sowed the first seeds of doubt in my mind about keeping other relationships sex only. We meet online and soon became close friends, we chatted a lot and luckily she lived close enough to me to meet up with her. We meet up for the first time to go ( Read more... ) -
I love this time of year (but still some guilt)
I almost feel like I'm coming out of hibernation, and that there's parts of me that are waking up after the long,wet winter. I find that the issues I have been buried inside of me are coming to the surface again, and although this can sometimes be difficult, I view this as a good thing ( Read more... )