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Last night
So D. had a vasectomy last Friday afternoon which means that for almost an entire week we've been unable to to fuck (whilst unable to have penetrative sex anyway) and damn was I missing it. Oral sex is great, being fisted makes me cum so hard I think I'm going to pass out, but sometimes all you really want is a good, hard fucking. Its been ( Read more... ) -
Problems posting
So I've had a hell of a lot of trouble posting entries here for the past 10 days or so, and its been driving me mad. I've had to upgrade to a plus account (*sigh*) so that I could post by email, although I think plus accounts may be limited to the number of email posts they can make in a month ( Read more... ) -
Quick fic (*groan*)
Just something I wrote off the cuff- I haven't edited it its just there how it came to me this afternoon (and yes I did note the irony of the subject matter after my anti-treat them mean post earlier today). Anyway feedback would be appreciated....
He calls me up and with a sense of anticipation I answer.
'Dress slutty.' J tells me, making my legs ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Why do people thing they need to play games with you in order to gain the upper hand in a relationship? Is there any need for anyone to have the upper hand anyway, especially when things are just supposed to be kept light? I hate this whole 'treat them mean to keep them keen' bullshit, don't reply to messages/return phone calls straight away, be ( Read more... ) -
Depression is gone so now...
...comes the through the roof sex drive. Am feeling so horny right now and its the kind of horny that a bit of porn and a vibrator won't fix. Have spent a lot of today having some seriously filthy day dreams about certain people but damned if they're not around to share them with. Now if only I could channel all this so that I could focus enough ( Read more... ) -
Again with the sex and love thing.
Am feeling much lighter today, after a couple of weeks of feeling like crap the fog has finally lifted and I feel like myself again. The past couple of weeks may have been awful but I feel I've come to understand my fear of opening up about my feelings a little better. Don't get me wrong my parents are fantastic people, but they definitely have ( Read more... ) -
Feeling a little less emo now
I shouldn't have assumed that no-one would want to hear about my problems, I know its a problem I have within myself- I find it very hard to open up to people about the problems I have, to show weakness. I now know there's at least a couple of people out there who are willing to (and want to) help me cope with this shit. -
Godfuckingdammit!!!
Everytime I think I've managed to beat this PMDD I have another month where its all I can do to make myself get out of bed. I am so sick of myself so its no wonder that my friends don't give a shit. I try to keep the worst of it to myself, put on a front and pretend that it isn't really happening, but I know its doing me no good really. Its so ( Read more... ) -
Online friends Vs. real life friends
My entry yesterday got me thinking. From talking to online friends it seems that often people view the friends they 'meet' online as not being of the same standard as their real life friends, even the ones they aren't even close to. I understand that to some extent contact can be limited with the people you know online (especially when they're ( Read more... )