Occasionaly you need to pause in your life and take reflection. Compare where you are to where you were and decide if you just think things are getting better or if they really are. I realize I don't just think I'm happier than I've ever been, I am. I really am, I stop and reflect on everything I've gone through the good and the bad and I ( Read more... )

Well Aryka are still very very happily engaged dispite the cynics (its been a month asshole). We just got our own apartment, which means this is my last post for a long time, but its all good. We move in the 16th, its a one bedroom and really nice. Just tuesday I had an interview at this really great place that makes comercial furniture and I ( Read more... )

Hey all, I am happier than I think I have ever been. I now life in Roseburg Oregon, if anyone wants to drop by leave a comment and I'll meet up with you sometime here :). UMMMM Aryka makes me happy, like for once not the kind of happy you just brag about and pretend its much more than it is this is me no longer lying to myself and all of you. I ( Read more... )

never be born
never breathe
never feel
never cry
never smile
never laugh
never yell
never speak
never look
never hear
never move
never eat
never let them hurt you
never let them see your tears
never fight
never try
never win
never hurt
never love
never fuck
never get drunk
never smoke
never get high
never pierce
never cut
never bleed
never knows

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A freind of mine contacted me after a long silence, and she's in my opinion a good writer, so this is for you Laura, thank you ( Read more... )

HonestGoodbyes (9:45:16 PM): in the boy cubby?
Baron Spargo (9:45:36 PM): whats the boy cubby?
HonestGoodbyes (9:48:24 PM): its that spot on a boys shoulder where you put your head and cuddle your face into his neck.

:O

Aryka will you lay your head in my boy cubby?

-Spargo

Thinking of changing my hair, maybe coloring the tips a differnt color, like blue, like the blue of a propane stove :), any opinions on this please?

-Spargo

They say time heals all wounds. So why am I still bleeding?

-Spargo

Shaved today for the first time in about 4 months, now I'm baby smooth again, ok I actually have lots of stubble, but it hapens, rock on.

-Spargo