She wakes up and grabs her face off the bedstand ( Read more... )

So last night I was up till 6:30 talking to Aryka on the phone! I was all set up with my blanket and pillow in the phone closet ha ha, and i had class at 8 and all, but it was so worth it. Besides I got some naps during studies today so its all good. I AM HAPPY AGAIN. Rockon.

-Spargo

Hey everyone, so you know I been thinking about piercings, so here is a big sampling that I made useing rings from my chainmail. Please commment on which ones you like best, and what you think I should do, I value all of your opinions :)

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So there's a new girl in my life. Her name is Aryka and to be blunt she's amazing. She might move near me so we can be toegether, but you never know what will really hapen. I know I'm still a little messed up from the whole Jessica thing, and then there was this online girlfriend Jessika which was a whole lot of nothing, but I feel something ( Read more... )

"And the trouble is if you don't risk anything, you risk even more"

-Erica Jong

ok so my heart, its a ship, a vessel at see, floating all over the place, nearly crashing into rocks, wanting to even lift off the water and fly. But its held down by an anchor, the anchor is my mind. But I lost my mind so I'm free!... right?

-Spargo

I stabbed into them quickly, quick enough to feel the spray of warm blood on my cheek, but in my mind it all happened so slow. I watched their shirt curl in towards the tip of the blade, then give way and practically bury itself and this tip broke through the barrier which held it back. Its their eyes I remember most, never had i seen someone's ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

What a state I'm in
I don't know where my heart is, its confusing me

and the truth is
I miss you

-Spargo

When I was a boy I would sleep in mother's bed. Every night the same routine, put in my bed, and I would make my way to hers. But slowly mother grew tired of this game, I became too big for the bed, so she would not let me in. Even then I was needy, dependent, I'd lie on the floor and make her put her arm down so that I could hold it right next ( Read more... )