GUSS WHAT! I just got done talking to Stan, {and this is gonna sound so wacky to you} but we were talking about him going to the circus tomarrow without me, and then not talking all day tomarrow- and i'm like so totally cool with it ( Read more... )

i didn't wake up untill about quarter til 1 this afternoon. my mom was cooking spegetti, and watching "joyriders" on HBO. we just got digital cable, so she really enjoys the television lately ( Read more... )

The school board office secertary woke me up at 11am to tell me I could pick up my diplomia anytime before 4pm. I smiled, then frowned for a secound at the thought that meant I would have to get outta bed. I hung up with her, and told my momma who screamed and shouted and was really excited. She made me giggle a lot ( Read more... )

I worked a million hours today. :( My feet hurt a lot, and I'm missing my StanleyBear a bundle. 18 more days till we are together. ~yay~

Today I learned they don't have Moon-Pies in New York, New York. 5 minutes later, I sat down by the double glass doors at work, admired the bay outside- eatting a vanilla Moon-Pie. I really like them a lot ( Read more... )

After this conversation ensued, I decided to join Frank on a trip to get his book-

Freekfnchr: Beh....are you sure you dont want to go
Freekfnchr: I dont want to go alone
Freekfnchr: It gets so boring
JeNaBeA2: sure, i'll go
Freekfnchr: YAY!
Freekfnchr: Im going to office depot....*thats all thats planned*
Freekfnchr: ( Read more... )

I feel like dying sometimes
cause who knows really
which side of the ground roses
grow prettier from anyway. . .?

and why not frown because
who'll notice upside down?
I keep my pills in the cupboard
Not far away from the
from the fairytales gone bad.I wrote that poem tonight. I was thinking a lot about death. What's it like to die I wonder. ( Read more... )

So we get a new manager tonight, that looks like a mouse. I don't mean that meanly, but he does. All night long the manager is DOWN MY FUCKING THROAT. I do anything, and he bitches at me. I'm pissed to hell, because I normally get lots of respect for how I do my job. This guy doesn't know me, and is telling me off. It's all I can do not to walk out ( Read more... )

I'm more alone then I should be right now. I just left yesterday, I'm trying to convince myself I'm being ridiculous. Stan would be proud I think. I haven't cried since he kissed me goodbye. No tears on the journey home....none last night as I stayed up with no one to hug. It's only 21 days right? I guess that's not too many if you take them one ( Read more... )

Last night was a beautiful night. I got upset about our plans at first, but as usual, Stan was right. Playing games was fun. At 7:30pm last night, James came over Stan's house to play RISK. Joy was invited over as well, but she was off at the mall going to some big sale at Victoria's Secert. She called around 8, to say sorry for being late. To pass ( Read more... )