I just wanted to say sorry sbout the last update. i was just thinking about everything that just happened to me. so again....sorry.

HOW ABOUT I HATE! MATT EMERSON! HE CAN JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE! DAMN IT!!! AND YOU KNOW WHO ELSE I HATE.....I CAN'T EVEN SAY BECAUSE "YOU KNOW WHO" WILL READ THIS. I JUST WISH THAT I HAVE NEVER MET THAT PERSON IN MY LIFE. I CAN GET ALONG SO MUCH BETTER IF THEY ARE NOT HERE! FUCK THE BOTH OF YOU!

how about it finally hit me this morning. i really feel like shit. i just want to die. i don't see the point in living if all you are going to do is die. i wish i was next. i bought some pom juice today because that was John's favorite drink. i will never forget the time john and i played paintball at oak ridge. he was telling me to flank them but ( Read more... )

I just wanted to put this up so people can read it. don't ever drink and drive! i have lost 4 really good friends to drunk drivers already and now its 5 good friends!

JOHN EVERLY

JULY 21, 1986 - SEPTERBER 30, 2005

hey y'all im not feeling to good cause a friend of my just died. call me if you need something.

hey y'all just wanted to update. i went fishing today. i cuaght three nice sized fish. well thats all.leave a comment if you want.

i need to get the fuck away form here! im about to go fucking insane. i need to get some shit off my chest, but the one person i need to talk to won't(at least i don't think she wants to talk to me. its not cool at all. i can take some shit but this....is way too much ( Read more... )

so y'all im updating my journal. just wanted to say that i need a smoke! my back hurts worse then ever. my neck hurts, along with my hip. i have no idea why though. i got some tatoos. 2 celtic crosses. thats all thats new. still looking for a job. no luck. sometimes i feel like all im good for is for lucys. which is weird. i used to be a funny ( Read more... )

hey y'all. just wanted to update. im soooooo bored. i hate louisburg! there is nothing at all to do. i thought burlington was small. i guess i was wrong. somebody save me before i die from boredom!

hey y'all. just wanted to update. i don't want to go to classes tomorrow. im too depressed to go. i have so much on my mind its not even funny.