i couldnt sleep my mind just kinda kept going back in time. its been a long year ( Read more... )

nothin goin on michigan lost their bowl game oh well theres always next year. hung out with best friend then kevin a few nights ago that was fun as always. johnage and i are done im gonna go get my stuff from him and be done with it all. im sick of his shit and im sure hes sick of mine. ive never met a person that did more of say one thing and mean ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder what ken and danny would be like had they not died so young. maybe its just me wanting to hold on to the memories i have of them. on the first it will be a year since danny died. this should be interesting. im goin up to the cemitary tomorrow with there dad. cause im gonna be on that side of the state. well see how that one goes ( Read more... )

so my step family is coming tomorrow and thank god that im going to deliver those cookies. wraped all of moms presents today. way to be on top of it good one us. shana helped alot witch was sweet. not much else going on here. i got a defermit from michigan tech so ill send stuff in next year and im going to northern in the fall. im totally stoked ( Read more... )

so its break now and its fucking sweet. i love not having to go to school. ive gotten into 3 of the 4 colleges so far and im not sure what to do now. i have to go to college but i cant go to school now i hate it and the thought of 5 more years makes me want to dig out my eyes with a rusty spoon. i just hate school. and i know everyone says college ( Read more... )

last night was crazy. i went bowling with alycias your group witch was fun. we both bowled sweet witch is always good. then i went out. didnt go to whare i had origanaly planed cause cops were out like mad. so i went else where. it was still fun. got coach carter and mattalica and a beaners cup from my friends wicked sweet thanks guys. i have to ( Read more... )

im so fucking sick of being sick. i have felt like shit for 2 months now and its showing now sign of getting better.wonderful. my dad came to my match today and my mom was there it was a little awkward. then they went to the bar to drink and smoke witch was sweet. what the hell ever. zach comes home tomorrow witch is sweet. not much else going on ( Read more... )

well i was looking up stuff for college and i decided that one thing i dont want to do is physics its just a little to much work and to in depth for my liking i would go to work and hate my job. so maybe ill do tech theatre and ROTC with electronics or somthing

i went and saw walk the line last night it was ok. it reminded me of who i was this time last year. it made me happy to be clean. it gets hard sometimes but the people i hurt high is not equil to "feeling good". i win. it gets scary sometimes but ill be ok. still feel like shit im so sick of being sick. i cant wait to go to school if i dont get ( Read more... )

we have a snow day today and well i dont get to enjoy it cause im babysitting lame. we had out first match yesterday its was so much fun. the girls we bowled against were really nice. not sure why the brought there entire team but all 18 girls came. the lanes pritty much sucked and we lost by 4 and the guys lost by 20. we all had a good time. the ( Read more... )