wow its been a while... lots have happened since my last little pitty rant... im so happy i get to talk to my twisted sister like every day now... we saw sin city on friday with sean and tony... it was good times.... i miss hanging with her. im really nervous right now... i have to wait for like 2 hours then go into oceanside for my job interview ( Read more... )

I dont know whats wrong with me. I was sitting in bed talking to Tony as usual when suddenly I was hit with this unbearable thought... I started crying, and I had to hang up with Tony and get this all out....I have lost all my friends. You can go ahead and say "oh we still love you, why do you think we hate you?" but stop and think... when was the ( Read more... )

I dont know how, but I got sick on thursday. I feel like I'm going to die. I had to make myself chicken noodle soup cause my parents think I'm faking it cause I'm hiding the fact the I'm "pregnant". I swear to god, how can I get pregnant if I havent done anything? I'm just sick. Our phones got turned off on tuesday so I have no idea if my school ( Read more... )

I'm happy. I got to spend the whole weekend with Tony. Friday I got checked out early and went right to his house. We saw boogyman with his mom and Rocky. It was rediculous, but I had fun playing the "I know you" game. I so won... I saw like 10 people I knew... It was fun. Then yesterday he went with me to a party at my mom's spa... I swear to god ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not leaving BCAL today... and not tomorrow... but I cant tell you when I am for sure leaving. They didnt accept me at Julian (50 person waiting list) So I am going to start at a Charter school in Vista with TJ. I think that Joe may come too, and Rocky... but I'm not too sure... that would be cool is BCAL migrated to Vista, then all of us ( Read more... )

Well as many of you already know, Roberson was fierd. I got a message from her early today, she was crying. Roberson was the best teacher at BCAL, and the only one who taught us anything. So, with a heavy heart, I am leaving BCAL. I wont be there monday, maybe for a little bit to pick up the microwave we let Roberson borrow, but I'm not comming ( Read more... )

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Hmmm... well its apparently 005... sure doesnt feel special. I spent New Years with my boy, at some random party at his dad's friends house. We got to watch little kids terrorize a poor little pit bull puppy. But I had fun... LOTS of fun... I'm surprised I didnt get laid... I mean... what? No I'm kiddin guys.... we didnt do anything THAT bad.... ( Read more... )

well im here at jaces...rotting away because he wont take me home... some one come get me.... i got to go to the mall last night... for like 3 hours looking for porn with jace. i got to see my boy, only for a an hour though. I finaly got that damned greenday shirt... ive been trying to get it forever... it kicks ass, and i bought the garden state ( Read more... )

I hate Christmas time. I ALMOST got out of going to Big Bear the other day, mom was being bitchy and asked if I wanted to just stay here and I said "ummm yea... I never wanted to go..." then she got all mad and started yelling about how I would have Tony over every night and shit and I told her I would just stay with TJ and that made her madder... ( Read more... )