Most of you are aware that I lost my job. That was back in March...i've been jobless since, but I have been using my time to try and finish my album, post my resume on the internet, and try to hang out with the few friends I have left around here. In July Kreutz took off to Las Vegas to go to school and I can feel that loss deep in my veins. I mean ( Read more... )

I have had a lot put on my plate lately. I just found out a week ago that my grandma has stomach cancer, and they told her she has about 3-6 months to live. My mother wants to sell our house and get a Villa, so spring cleaning like a mother fucker up in this bitch. I have music writers block, so my album debut might be pushed back a little. My ( Read more... )

url to my advice column is as follows http://j-knows-maybe.livejournal.com

I thought that since I spend most my time giving people advice that I would start an Advice Column up on Live Journal. So I will be starting that off later this week. If any of you have any concerns you'd like to address to me...please let me know.

So early I was talking about having found myself a girl. Well that seems to have flaked.
She started playing World of Warcraft and isn't interested in me anymore.
I knew that game would come back and bite me in the ass one day.
FUCK YOU WOW!!! YOU ARE A DIRTY DIRTY WHORE!
So it seems that J will be staying single again for awhile.
I just can't ( Read more... )

So Kreutz, David, and I thought it wood be a good idea to go hiking in Busch Wildlife on Thursday. We took some pictures and had the usual goofball time. David and Kreutz took pictures...me I am without camera for the time being. I think i'm due to get one sometime, but I'd rather get an external hard drive for my laptop first. So with out any dely ( Read more... )

I listen intently to what you say, every word melts off your tongue like ice in a heat wave.

The vulgar things that come out of your mouth are things you only think you would hear from a drunken sailor.

Your beauty radiates like a million suns exploding all at once.

I find myself at a loss for words in your presence.

You are unlike anything I have ( Read more... )

It feels good to finally get rid of this writers block that was plaguing me for the course of 7 years....7 YEARS!!! I mean come the fuck on. That's what I had going for me. The one thing I excelled at in life is my vast vocabulary. I'm not an ass about it, I just like words and as an artist of a certain aspect it will be nice to finally get my own ( Read more... )

So it seems that today just happens to be another horrid day in my life.
Proof positive that it's my birthday. Well at least i'm not getting the ass end of my car run into.
Officially I should have Tuesday off, but they decided to make me work either way.
They have me doing some more mindless training for something new and improved.
Until of course ( Read more... )

You know it's a sad word we live in, when we base our happiness off others. We do it all the time.

Fuck I know i've been doing it for years. Happiness...now that's a word isn't it? It can come in many

forms. I believe Denis Leary said it best "It could be a cookie, a cigarette, or a 10 second orgasm.

You get off, eat the cookie, and smoke the butt ( Read more... )