So I'm not even sure if anyone remembers I have this, and I'm not even really looking for comments. But I need to get my thoughts down ( Read more... )

Have you ever truly regretted not doing something, but known in your heart that you would have regretted it even more had you done said thing? I'd rather not go into details, but that's how I feel right now ( Read more... )

I am now officially moved out of Beijing. It's incredibly sad. I don't want to leave. I know I'll be back, and soon. And I know I'll love living in London. But it won't be Beijing... I really miss Matti and Cindy and Amrit and Taxi and Alex... I hope it won't be too hard to find friends in London. It took me ages to find a nice group in Beijing, ( Read more... )

DING!

DING!

DING!

DING!

STFUGDI smash

...ask gabi

So here i am. Posting. Not much to say, because i like to bottle up my thoughts to sort through on my own. Yesterday was extraordinarily lazy, mostly because i was hung over to hell. Friday's full moon hash was deadly (beer-wise, not run-wise). at the end of the meal one of my fellow hashers took a picture of the table. it had something close to 30 ( Read more... )

holy cow!! LJ works! in CHINA ( Read more... )

I've come to believe that no one ever really grows up. You get more responsibility. You get a job. You move out. You get married. You have children. You retire. You get older, but deep down I don't think anyone really loses that feeling that they shouldn't cross the road without holding someone's hand ( Read more... )

Back home again. Nothing much to say, just thought I should probably write something. I'm going back to Beijing for another year, teaching at the same school. This time I'm also teaching first grade :D Excited. Then after this year I hope to go to grad school for archaeology. My first choice is the School of Oriental and African Studies in London. ( Read more... )

ha, i'm home. but only for a few more days. going back to china on the 13th. i've actually been home for about 3 weeks, but i only just got home. i left china on jan 14, went to england on the 15th, came back on the 23rd, went to michigan on the 25th, came back on the 28th, went to SMC on the 29th, came back on the 1st, went to kaitlyn's on the 2nd ( Read more... )

oh good grief. fuck this. i should just abandon this damn journal and keep my whining to myself. it does nothing but make people mad at me. it's not worth it. besides, people don't believe what i say anyway. whatever.