woooo we r b teh drinkin yeah! but i'm afraid we won't see all of the manafi movie because now that we're a bit drunkx0rz, we wants teh burgerz. mmmmmmm. gimlets and mudslides and orange soda with peachtree. mmmmmmm.

hooray, fu laoshi said my SMP paper is coming along well. she said i have only a few things to add and expand upon, and i'll be good! i have 25 pages of writing so far. i hope to get over 35. 50 would be ideal, but i'll be happy with less. i'm actually doing it. i can feel my stress lifting and my self-esteem growing. it's a good feeling. now all i ( Read more... )

so spring break is over. the children were awesome. i hope they learned a little. they seemed to enjoy it anyway. as long as i sparked an interest, i'm happy ( Read more... )

it's a fat week. might as well just enjoy it ( Read more... )

i don't like my mental state right now. i am punishing myself for silly reasons, like i didn't get at least 30 minutes of running one day, and i didn't finish my lab quick enough, and i didn't do my homework early enough. normally none of that would bother me, but lately i feel like hurting myself, and i'm afraid i won't be able to stop it. like on ( Read more... )

so the dumpling party on friday was kickass. the dumplings were delicious. i actually spoke publicly (sort of, there were about 10 people listening) and i didn't freak out. so proud of myself ( Read more... )

so here's the deal in sami town ( Read more... )

thank you :)

what is wrong with everything. this whole damn world seems intent on crushing me. even the people i thought liked me and gave a damn about me are turning their backs. every time i try to take a step forward, something goes and shoves me back a few paces. i can feel myself falling into a hole from which i am afraid i'll never escape. but whatever. i ( Read more... )

so some actual progress in my "make sami quit being so horrible" program. i started an exercise routine this week so i can get less fat and maybe a little attractive. my abdominal muscles hurt like a bitch, as does my left ass muscle. it's good though. i should do my jogging now and get it out of the way ( Read more... )