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Here's a conversation my little sister and I had on 12/29/03 and 12/30/03. lol.
( we're so pathetic )

My dad wants me to go to college this semester... I'm not sure if I want to. I mean, I do... But could I, seriously? Mom and Dad don't know about my plans on moving out and everything. They know I want to get a job, but that's it. Would they let me get a job and go to Shasta College while I'm still here? Would I even want to? hmmmm... True, I ( Read more... )

Happy New Year.I actually had fun this New Years. I went to Chad's house (of course). I've been spending a lot of time there this past month or so. I love his family. His house feels more like home than my house ever did ( Read more... )

Hey. Sorry 'bout not writing anything... I have my reasons... Mostly it's not wanting to deal with everything that's going on, especially writing about them. I'll come back, eventually. At least by January. (Christmas is going to be horrible. Blah.)

That's all I have to say...

Steven is pissing me off. Very badly ( Read more... )

I was going to write about Monday, but it didn't happen. And right now I'm exhausted. I hope Chad didn't get me sick.
Well, off to bed I go...

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Note to self: Don't watch the movie How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days when I haven't seen my boyfriend for a week.

heh

Being deprived of seeing the ones you love, the people whom you hold closest to you, is one of the most devastating experiences. Knowing that they're out there, living without you... Moving on without you... And yet you're unable to get out of bed in the morning because you know that there's no hope for you ( Read more... )