So that's what the end of the world feels like. Hmm...

It's been a while.

So I am A&M right now, visiting Haley. It is so awesome down here. I love the college life. We went to this thing called Breakaway last night which is like a church service type thing and it was so cool. The guy was hilarious and talked about things that actually relate to my life. I really liked it ( Read more... )

1. Dancing like an idiot whether alone or in good company.
2. Knowing I always have at least one person to talk to.
3. Remembering that I have a good and loving family, my health, and a comfortable life.
4. Being a middle child with a brother and a sister. The best of both worlds ( Read more... )

I really love getting blown off. It's so nice when someone tells you that they would love to do something and then decide later that they have found better things to do. It's even better when these plans effect someone else and this repeated action causes you to look like a complete ass to someone you might happen to like. And on top of this, ( Read more... )

MOTHER FUCK! I am so god damn pissed! Why the hell does my timing suck so much. In the grand scheme of things this is nothing, but right now I am livid. So my friend Haley Hendrix (many of you know her) has been planning, for the last two months or so a big birthday weekend for me. It was decided that on the 16-18 she would come up from ( Read more... )

( I meant crap )

It has seemed to me that you have lost interest in other people. Lately I have felt like if it is not the way you want, then it's wrong. Pretty much everyone has become so engrossed in the drama that it seems like nothing else matters. I am tired of trying to accomidate to everyone else. I'm tired of having to work so hard to keep everyone ( Read more... )

I am pretty much over this shit. I have accepted the fact that no one cares anymore. I have come to terms with the fact that if it doesn't affect you directly, then you're not interested. But don't lie and say that we mean everything to you and you are devoted. Because it's entirely obvious that it's all a lie. If you really cared you wouldn't blow ( Read more... )

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