Theres conflict in my soul and I cannot rest.

Does anyone even read the crap i write in here?

I am in the worst mood i have been in, in a long time. Im taking nothing out on everyone. and you know what I dont care! everything is always about everyone else WHAT ABOUT ME?????? just once??? just for one time???? I AM THE BITCH TODAY and you know what I HAVE PMS!!!!!!! SO FUCK YOU ALL.

Tim Burtons new movie the Corpse Bride looks like its going to be another awesome movie.
heres the site if you wanna check it out http://corpsebridemovie.warnerbros.com/#. Cant wait for it to come out.

Its weird, life that is. Im mellow for once. no feeling at the moment can really explain what i fell though. not even mellow is the right word. Its like i have a salve on a cut and it feels better but once the salve goes away i know the pain will be back and the envetiable "infection" will occur. what the infection will be this time i have no idea ( Read more... )

If words were like knives

then i would have cut you a thousand times

and you would have cut me a million times more.

Another day in my boring life. I miss my goth days. Keep seeing all this stuff I REALLY want. Still obsessed with my bands as always. but yeah its not me anymore.

his touch is light as his hands glide over my body,

his breath caresses my skin sending shivers up my spine,

he smells of a sweet musk,

he only sees me as a goddess,

my taste lingers on his tounge.

hes become addicted and i enjoy

feeding his addiction to him.

My soul has been enthralled by him.

Im forever possessed by him

well college is done with for the semester. finally the break i needed is finally here. Angelo is getting so big. hes all over the place and god forbid he doesnt have a car with him in what ever it is hes doing. the cars are all over the place just lastnight ive managed to sit on one and step on probably over 10 of them. i guess the family life ( Read more... )

well another smester of college is just about done. that makes two years. wow. never thought id make it this far. I had had thoughts of taking a break for a smester still dont know if im going to or not. Im getting surgery done this summer for my tummy so we shall see what happens and when it happens on if im gong to be going back this fall or not ( Read more... )