well today is thursday the last full day of school. tomorrow is the all school pick-a-nick and then i only have to be to school on monday for exams. then wed its graduation.YAY finally its over. but yeah ive got college to go to in the fall and finally ive learned when it starts and that Aug 25 and the first two days are mandatory to attend. I hope ( Read more... )

sitting in econ class finished my work well most of it. i just have one more power point to do then im done! everyhtings comming to a close. Classes are getting more and more boring as each day passes, High school will finally be over with college starts in a few months, soon the baby will be here. lookin for a job cause fashion bug kept jerking me ( Read more... )

Well prom was on friday. it was fun. lots of people showed up. danced most the night with all my friends. everyone kept saying i looked so pritty. i dont really think i looked pritty but i had fun anyway. spent the weekend with jonathan. YAY! we just cuddled all weekend. well most the weekend. sat night we walked to 27th from his house and got DQ ( Read more... )

Well seems like i need to change my number now. Thomas called lasnight. make him leave me alone! he was all asking what i was doing and that bull shit and saying he felt that the kids not his. and that im trying to blame him for when i almost went into labor becuase he stressed me out so much. well it is his fault for stressing me out. im changing ( Read more... )

all the things you hate cannot sedate ( Read more... )

manson... my savior so soothing to me. the baby seems to like it too. been on an emotional rollercoaster lately. beginning to think that ive become damaged in the head some what due to things that happened in feb. i think the way to solve that is to get out of this house though. Ill have it all figured out eventually. 20 more days of torture ( ( Read more... )

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feel the noose slip

snugly around your slender neck

as you hang ill slit your wrists

let you bleed.

the pretty red river flows

yet once again.

your lifes over

mines just begun

the angel of heavenly hell

has come to claim your

lifeless bloodless body.

She in all her deathly beauty

will consume you.

and you or i welcome it.

Well yesterday went to Wal-Mart to ask Thomas for his medical history for the baby and he was a complete ass about it saying he wasnt giving any info out unless court ordered. And now hes going to sign over his parental rights to me. He`s throwing some tantrum about he doesnt want some other guy raising his kid with me. he wants it to be just me ( Read more... )

been having weird ass dreams about the baby lately. Night before last had a dream that i had a beautiful baby girl and i was in the basement with her and i left her in the basement for a min to go upstairs for a moment and someone comes in the back door and grabs my baby and runs out the house and down the ally into a mini van. Scary shit! and last ( Read more... )