Have been fighting with Jon lately and on sat we walked around and takled everything out. Turns out hes got some thing called a 6th month curse where no one has stuk aroud longer than that and hes afraid of loosing me. So hopefully we have everything straightened out. As for ya Jen im sorry about fri night chica! I gotta work tonight at FB yay so ( Read more... )

this song has been in my head for the past few days so ive decided to post it and maybe it will get outta my head. Its still a good ass song too ( Read more... )

They cling to your lies
like fly's on shit.
Spwen from the cradle
the monster under your bed
is the monster in your head.

Your addiction thrills
your most vicious monster
tie your soul, rip it out
for all the bystanders.

Feed your lusful
insanities to them.
Satisfy their social disorders
till the satanic savior saves us all.

in school, this sucks! june needs to come so i can graduate and go to matc! grr! damn the system! work at FB is ok wish i didnt have such crappy hours but yeah. how am i suposed to live on 12hrs of pay a week? going to go look at appartments tonight. no more 2 bed room just lookin for a 1 bdr. going to have to pick up a second job this summer just ( Read more... )

due to bad things happening at home im moving in with my bf then in june were moving out on our own. I have half my room packed in one night. i dont know where to start when packing cause i know i wont have it all at my disopsial when i move in with jon. dunno what im gonna do with my comp, or the desk its on. my fishies cant come with cause theres ( Read more... )

well went to the docs for my ultrasound and well they took all their measurements from the ultra sound everythig is okay and we tried to figure out what the baby is but well it keept its legs crossed the whole damn time! grr so so far i can determine that its a brat lol. ah well ill just have to wait for another ultrasound to find out what the baby

got a job today was my first day im damn tired! go down to my grandmas tomorrow, so well im going to tell her im prego then instead of waiting till easter. waiting for graduation so i can move. i just want out.

I pissed and sad no ones letting me go to OZZ fest this year. Cause well my due date for the kid is Aug 14th and OZZ fest is Aug 2nd. Not fair!!!!!! My B/f`s brother works security and said if he saw me there hed kick me out plus theres the threat that my b/f will tie me to the bed for the whole day do i cant leave and sneak there. Manson`s gonna ( Read more... )

I want to scribble meaningful forget me not's all over your skin. Written in razor blade slashes and fixated blood. Skin as innocent as your cruel intentions.

Been thinking of lots O stuff! Mostly what if`s. Like what if i never got preggy, what if i would have stayed at Bay View High School, all that wonderfull crap. At loeast im graduating this year then i wont have to put up with immature assholes all day. Off to college not where i really wanted to go but well im not rich enough to go to Edgewood in ( Read more... )