I'm not a fast writer. It still takes me thirty hours to ponder before the thirty minutes it takes to write ( Read more... )

Early this morning (in fact, probably twenty minutes before typing this), I held the sides of my face and screamed "Oh no!" during the film Wonder Boys. I never do that ( Read more... )

God is dead in the same way that Holden Caulfield is dead, or Oscar the Grouch, or Santa Claus. You can't die if you never existed to begin with.

I'm sitting in my little hovel of a room, rocking against the (probably radioactive) glow of my computer screen. My knees are pressed against my chest and every hair on my knees stands dark. Sounds? There's the industrial fan on my roommate's bed, set on a perpetual "low", and the cord for the blinds casually taps against the wall. Of course, there ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking dissatisfied with the way things are going, as a point of fact. No, it's not any worse than it used to be, only that for a little while, I had forgotten this feeling, had replaced it with a softer, prettier one. The kind of clarity that you think is going to satisfy, maybe even orient you in some way. Like, I finally had a clear ( Read more... )

I'm going to start a drinking binge today where I drink until I pass out every day. Maybe I'll have a better chance of adhering to this recent commitment than I do to others. So, here's to drinking yourself dumb!

Another birthday, another year. I'm pretty happy right now, I think. Exciting things in motion. Scary things. I don't really have much to say about it, because it still really hasn't sunk in yet. Still seems like some distant, good thing that doesn't happen to schmucks like me. My mood has been frantic lately. I don't really sleep more than a few ( Read more... )

The Decline - NOFX ( Read more... )

I want to say that I am a liberal because I value personal liberties at the cost of other things. A person should have the right to find their own fulfillment in whatever means they choose, as long as they're not interferring with other people's fulfillment. If a person wants to masturbate furiously to animated photos of small, naked children, go ( Read more... )

For better or worse, the most beautiful person I've ever known is again exiting gracefully from my life.