So its like a week and Half till i leave.. Ive realised seeing as if im my own.. i dont have any family or any friends to fall back on.. so i cant afford to FUCK up.. haha yea right.. i will.. ahahahahahaha... im gonna end up broke within a few months if i dont find a job :/.. Oh well what can ya do.. i'll probalry freeze to death, in the winter ( Read more... )

if possible could someone please, give me a lj code for my friend :/.. let me know if your willing to share

So i left work like 2 and half hours early, my leg was killin me.. ive pulled a couple muscles.. ugh.. .. Im So wrecked, i need some sleep.. im goin to work at 4-5am tommorow morning since, i left so early today.. id give anything for some sleep.. i need some.. just one nights worth.. just one :/

%___[scarred] scared .&. bruised >> says:
LIKE she'd go for you! uh!
*gasp*.. i feel so eerr special now!

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Immmmmmmmmmmm bored... :/

Its funny how people give easy.. Its hard to work who ya real friends are really... online and offline i guess. Lately ive had a probs with someone on here that is close to me, agurments about someone of the stupidest things, just fucken stupid.. Yet through all this bullshit, all the selfcenterdness ive shown over the past 3 months, this girl ( Read more... )

Im actually surprised but the number of replies to my last entry of people, saying how the understood what i felt, and that the feel the same way and im amazed at the number of people who say, sorry for not being there face ( Read more... )

I sit here, and i read my friends journals.. people that mean something to me.. if i dont know them in real life ( Read more... )

FUCK OFF ( Read more... )