So I took this quiz and the creator misspelled pretty much everything "college", "achieve", and "too" among those words slaughtered.  And kid you not, this was one of the questions: Where are you most likely to be?  in your room/ closet (its the only place that u can think or be alone) listening to music or tring to kill the pain that keeps killing ( Read more... )

I hate Sholz!!! She's making me trade a DAY of wonderfulness I paid 50 bucks for for TWO HOURS of shitty food (which I will serve and clean up after) and awful singing (which I will stoically endure and wish I was at the toga dance *curls up and cries*). I would just go to Conference anyway, but the bitch would tear me three kinds of asshole and we ( Read more... )

Fuck I feel like a public service announcement, Dare to be above the influence.  The whole situation is fucked, Mum's carrying on like she's the goddamn Madonna, Dave's getting his rocks off on wracking me with anguish, fucking sadist, and Sissy is gloating.  For ONCE, she's the good child,the understanding one "How could she, I am so upset with ( Read more... )

Holy shit I'm back.  Curtise is definitely on my list of favorite people right now.  So while I was away...

• Stage Managed my ass off
• Bought a pipe with  AEK, whom I adore
• Was accused of being a lesbian by Mother Dearest (I'm not going to disabuse her of her ridiculous notion because it's funny to see her shit herself and pray for the salvation of my ( Read more... )

Hey all.  Unfortunately, my computer has gone to the big CPU in the sky.  Because LJ is blocked in my school district and because I'm a working fiend with minimal  free time my journal is going on a hiatus until I can afford to replace my damaged comp.  I'll miss you guys, and  I'll try not to be gone for too long.

Much love

Splinched

She looked at me with these awful, pained eyes and kept saying she wanted to kill herself.  " I just want to end it."  "I can't go on."  Shit like that.  The problem is, the bitch isn't "mentally equipped" (to use her words) to deal with my brother and sister.  She wants them to move in with Dad.  Unfortunately not an option.

I asked her what I ( Read more... )

I wrote myself a letter today.  For when I feel overwhelmed, inadequate to the task of living.  For a brief time, I'm experiencing a span of tranquility.  I feel empowered to do things, I'm reved up about life, enthusiastic about the road ahead, enjoying my classes.  It's wonderful.   I feel hopeful.

The letter, is to the stressed out, mired in ( Read more... )

Applied at Walmart.  Not my dream job, but there's nothing like poverty to rob you of your snobery.  I need money, badly.    I'll just cashier there till I find something better ( Read more... )

My community service class is going to stress the Hell out of me.  It's the equivalent of  a freshmen unwittingly stumbling into AP physics or Calculus.  The teachers sit there asking me about my leadership experience and what skills I have....uh, I can eat food really fast without throwing up ( Read more... )

The majority of what I know about government stems from the legislative patterns of the United States. I recognize that some countries, such as the United Kingdom operate under different systems (such as a royal family and a parliament) but for now, I will ignore the governments of foreign countries to expound on what I know of the United States' ( Read more... )