Well everyone who reads my journal. I have decided to end this program now. Now that Myspace is around this is kinda not getting any attention. If any would like to keep incontact with me my email is unnerv@sbcglobal.net

well this is it i will leave this up for a week and then cancell my account

I fell like ehhh. I dont have a hangover thankfully, but I do have different views on a lot of people now. Desiree was just funny as hell drunk that girl is a light wieght. Overall i had a great time but as i started to sober out my mood changed fast. I wanted out certain people made me feel uncomfortable and just flat out pissed me off. I can say ( Read more... )

Im so happy I am on spring break now. Its only for one week but stilll its a good. The aquarium is still treating me good but i thought i would get a second job with PG Police. I have an interview with them next week. I hope i get the job. Well i best be off to work.

The past couple of weeks have been an interesting one for me and my feelings. I feel myself torn between friends, I feel i cant get my feelings out. Know one in my mind will listen. I have alot on my mind. One is Smith, I was told that he in sort found god and has a better out look on life and is happy. I say well that kool. but then im told he ( Read more... )

Tonight was ok . I went to the movies with whitney and the anime group. We had to go to the movie in the old theater, for some reason the new one was not ready. After the movie i took whitney home and i sat and put everyones X-mas present together.

Today sucks. No one remembered it was my birthday. The only people who called me was lucy, my father and my sister. but evryone else forgot. My grandmother forgot. All i got was when are you going to get the X-mas tree. Everyone forgot. you would think i would be out celebrating nope i am stuck in my house doing nothing.

I right now am inbetween many moods and feelings. Im sick which is what I wish i was over with right now i was happy a few days ago , when an old old friend of mine i havent seen for 7 years contacts me, but im also upset and worried. the upset part im going to keep to myself but i am worried. Its about this Kate and Adric thing, No I am not jelous ( Read more... )

Been awhile since i typed any thing in this. Funny i always start off like this. I wonder why do i write in this online journal. I know damn well i would never write in a journal if no one could read it. LOL anyways off to my thoughts of the week and past month ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since i posted anything but here it goes . hmm lets see whats new in my life. Well im at mpc taking english , algebra 2 and sign language 2 to transfer to cal maritime. Im also taking a first responder class its fun somtims but the long 4 hours i can deal with out. i found a new person to drool all over ,lol his name is Jordan. I ( Read more... )

Next week i go to San Jose for 2 days. While im up there i will go to California State University Maritime Academy, to go and check it out and see what i need to do so i can go there in fall of 2005. Then after that week i will go back up to San Rafel and spend a couple of days with my God mother. This will be the logest drive ever i have never ( Read more... )