Just cleaned the car for the road trip, which "starts" 2 weeks from today ( Read more... )

I'm losing weight ( Read more... )

Most amazing birthday weekend EVER. Until some stuff that left a sour taste in my mouth happened Sunday night. Oh well ( Read more... )

Sid had the mother of all night terrors last night. He was alternating between fits (looks like there was a slaughter in his cage last night with all the broken feathers...not even just little ones, I'm talking flight feathers and tail feathers) and periods of what seemed like catatonia. I'm surprised he doesn't seem brain damaged this morning. At ( Read more... )

I have been so crazy busy lately, and now all of a sudden...nothing! And I feel (kinda) good about it ( Read more... )

I've been really sick. Went to the hospital Monday night. I'm about to attempt school. I've also been really drugged up since I was at the hospital. I doubt I'll be able to sit in class so long today, but I'm gonna see what I can do. I'm in so much pain and so swollen. At least the drugs help me to sleep and not feel it.

I tried applying for foodstamps earlier. Stealing food from my parents is really not cutting it. Apparently, I bring home $200 too much to qualify. But yet, there's no way you can appeal that due to situations like medical issues and medicine...I can't get food stamps and I can't feed myself, having to forgo medications that are necessary (I was ( Read more... )

This unemployment thing is getting really really bad...to the point where I have to go stretches of time without my medication. It's beyond just boring now. No meds. Can't keep dr's visits. I have $10 in my bank account right now. I can't even afford to feed myself. I'm waiting for my dad to take a nap so I can go scrounge upstairs for food.

So JD woke me up at 2:30 in the morning. Why? I have yet to figure it out. But his bullshit is starting to give me a headache.

JD is being a royal douchebag. 1st hes all about me, then I ask why he's all about me all of a sudden (I could totally fall for him again, but I'm more careful than that. I'd rather be alone than hurt again, and I don't really like being alone). I shouldn't have asked, cause he fed me all this nasty bullshit ( Read more... )