gnawing at my inner soul
thoughts that pull me back
killing me with kindness
you are my heart attack
I see you when I close my eyes
robed in purple, silver...and black

I suck
goodnight

malt liquor really does taste better when you have problems...

saw Underworld. Very stylish and dark. Too bad the plot was weird and they tried to explain too much. They should have just left it magical.

It never fails to amaze me...the power of music. There is a song to fit every situation, every emotion. This one is just to perfect...funny that I've heard it a hundred times and never really payed attention to the lyrics...they hit too close to home now...

I still recall the taste of your tears ( Read more... )

Too lazy for much of an update right now. Had a great time this weekend and met lots of cool people. Thanks for the great time kids.

Sorry for the last entry...that's what I get for leaving myself logged in on a strange computer...at least I'm having a good time...big fun was had tonight...

going to hobart...head is muddled, brain is aching. must push past the pain and strive to be normal...I want to get out of here, to be somewhere else...too many things are painful reminders...

"Woke up to my daily headache
And the realization that you are gone.
Oh my sweet darling happiness
You've been away from me all along."

Went to Texas Roadhouse last night with Josh, Brittany, Travis, and Emily. Had a good time overall, but there was just one moment of extra-weirdness. Sitting around, playing with the giant steak knife that they give you, and Josh made a joke about stabbing me with it. I flipped it around in my hand and presented the handle to him, stood up, and ( Read more... )

that whiskey certainly didn't help...

I'm all right ( Read more... )