jesus, its been 20 weeks since i last updated ( Read more... )

i feel weird today. i dont care about appearances. sometimes when i wear i a nice shrt im confident and for some reason i dont like that. why or how can a piece of cloth make you feel more sure of yourself ( Read more... )

so, i was reading the graphic story of that mountaineering dude, aron Ralston, you know the guy from the miller light beer comnercials, with the prostetic hand because hand to cut it off because it was trapped under a boulder. yeah... that guy! hes the shit ( Read more... )

seriously. fuck all those cool cats because i havev a small essay to write that is due on wednesday and today is almost over and i will not have time this week to finish this fucking essay ( Read more... )

last night i only got two hours of sleep. im getting a little tired right now. i have driven about 150 mles today running errands for my dad. ive got a great knife in the making ( Read more... )

yesterday my friend had his 21st B day at his house. i ate a huge hamburger and immediately after play two games of beer pong. ill never do that again. i somehow managed to not throw up ( Read more... )

Introduction to Agreeableness ( Read more... )

these days i feel like a demon that has been caught in his own repulsiveness and only just realizing how distasteful he really is. to those i have offended or said something that should have just not been said, i sincerely apologise. this weekend i was a pig but i had alot of fun

my birthday is tomorrow and i have no plans. recently had some great ideas and dreams bout those ideas are gone but that one dream is still there. which is good.

things are sloee these days. i still havent found a job. recently i took an online career aptitude test and it said that a writing position would be the best for me such as advertising slogans and such. but i have conmsciously made it a big deal that i cannot write. its the black sheep of my being. there are demons in my head that say to myself ( Read more... )