Growing-up Ive always seen as a slow process. Something that happens over time and eventually you look back and say "wow, I've changed", rather than taking leaps and bounds, where in the middle of doing something you say to yourself "oh wow... this isnt like me... but i know its right."

Yeah, the latter seems to be happening to me lately.

I am very ( Read more... )

 As my school year comes to a close, I look back and try to remember everything that has happened that has impacted my life. Some were better than others, but Ive learned that all of them have made me a stronger person. My family tells me I have grown up a lot this last year. I dont know exactly where though, there are some places I see Ive changed ( Read more... )

Im still not out of school. Welcome to the quarter system. I dont get out til june 13th. next week is suppose to be the last week of instruction, then dead week, then finals. It neverw works that way, teachers are gay and they will be teaching us until next friday, even if our final is monday. Which, i have 2. or 3 i dont remember.

Summer is going ( Read more... )

I got mike package yesterday. =) I opened the box and immdeiately my entire room smelled like him. <3333 I didnt get past the third line of the letter and i started crying. I had forgotten how much i miss him. He gave my a polar bear stuffed animal. Weather he did it intentionally or not, polar bears are my favorite. He sealed a rose for me so it ( Read more... )

So many things have happened. I honestly dont even know where to start ( Read more... )

hahah i am writting in here for the boyfriend of mine. =)

Things have been kinda super crazy but they should be winding down since this week is dead week and next week is finals. Yay for spring break in 2 weeks. so amazing.

Rebby and I are talking again... kinda. lol she called and I told her everything I was thinking about the way she treated the ( Read more... )

Mike was out this last weekend. =) It was our year anniversary and  it couldnt of been more perfect. =D everything about this weekend was amazing. It was so hard to watch him leave this time. Last quarter i loved ahnging out with chris because he brought out a side of me i never knew exsisted. Now, ive been out in cali for long enough that when i ( Read more... )

 looking a my facebook  picture tonight i realised how many things im my life i have left behind. Ive learned that when something get ripped out of your pattern of daily life, it hurt so much because it is such a shock to you. That is why ending a friendship or a relationship is the hardest thing in the world to do.... th eworst pain  you can go ( Read more... )

its been a kinda rocky ending to my trip. I have such mixed feelings about leaving.... I need to pack tonight. because tomorrow that is the last thing i am going to want to do. But i have no idea how i am going to fit all of my stuff back in that bag. lol ( Read more... )

Everyone wants to see me right before i go home. My dad feels neglected. my sister and i have finally started talking. Im torn between wanting to go back and wanting to just stay here. Mike and I want on emore last date. I need to spend my last night here with my family.... ugh. everytime i come out here the last few days before i leave someone ( Read more... )