I'm not certain but I think I remember there actually being a time when I could actually take time off for Christmas except for a few hours for a Christmas mass and that not even the right one but these days it almost seems like I can't really remember.

You know what scares me what really really scares me it's that we've started to just move on when there's a murder like it was nothing I mean I always sort of expect that at work because you sort of need to cultivate that but not out and about and around really so much ( Read more... )

I know you have all probably seen the news by now and I have too even though I already really knew what it was going to be and I know you are mostly at least reasonably intelligent people sometimes at least so I am not going to say anything about what I know of and I expect that to be respected ( Read more... )

The more I think and the more I hear these days the more I think about finding evidence missing and files going missing and standing up one day and finding that everything I put together was gone and that someone was about to go free ( Read more... )

I'm mostly saying this so no one can say I was too busy or forgot or anything this year because it's my birthday for the next half hour.

If anyone has been wondering I finally got my word from above as to what I've been doing now and I did a disiplinary hearing thing that was meant to be locked doors but the Good Lord only knows who knew everything that went on in it and the long and short and big and tall is that I still have my job ( Read more... )

I'm not very incredibly good at writing in this am I really I don't know I've never been good with writing things I think that's why my paperwork's always late ( Read more... )

Immaculata Mater Dei.

It all fell through and my evidence was like nothing months of sleeplessness and work and it was nothing it came to nothing and the Good Lord only knows if I'll still have a job let alone my job when Monday comes ( Read more... )

Got you you little bastard.

If anyone needs me for the next few weeks I'll be in the bath and then asleep.

Yesterday I was ready to throw it all over and declare myself on holiday or maybe just quit and today I haven't slept for three days and I don't care anymore ( Read more... )