This all will probably be retarded and incomprehendable, but such is usually how it is when you take lsd ( Read more... )

Its been for fucking ever, eh?
Its way funny reading all the old drugged up blog posts in their mildly entertaining contexts.
I was retarded back then.

Happy 420!

Yes yes, I know, Ms. I don't smoke weed no more celebrated 420. Actually, since spring break I have progressively been getting back into stonerism. 6 months of hating weed went down the drain, and for the past week I have been smoking practically every day. "Fuckin potheads," I used to say, "fuckin retards, laughing at absolutely ( Read more... )

Hm... Well that Coricidin I was talking about in my last entry...well I still haven't taken it, mainly because I keep forgetting that I have it. I complain over a boring weekend and then on Monday I'll notice the pill sheet and say shit... So tomorrow, being Friday and everything, I think I'll take it if Nick doesn't get me E like he said he would ( Read more... )

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I'm so tired, exhausted. The lack of sleep devouring me again, was I meant to always be restless? I'm so tired. I need to get out of here, away from her grasp of left over control--what's left of her control of my life. Her incessant bitching, and for what? What good does it do? Nothing but make me want to get further and further away. I'm tired of ( Read more... )

     And I knew it all. As I stared at Orien, I predicted the events of the rest of the night--not to the very detail, yet I still knew. I felt it.
     The hotel was a bust.

( Slowly returning from Wonderland )

     An hour or more into the trip, I stood in the doorway of the bathroom in a friend's appartment that I had never been to. The mushrooms we had eaten--each of us consuming an eighth--were crisp and crunchy, I remember that much, and by this time we had all started to feel the trip devour us. And as I stood in the doorway of that tiny bathroom I ( Read more... )

I'm sick of everything. I'm so stressed out and pissed off and I'm tired of all this shit. Bitching bitching bitching I'm so tired of my mom's bitching! I'm so tired of my drunk ass dad! I'm so tired of Lian's hard headedness. I'm tired of everyone around me. I'm sick of school. I'm sick of people. I'm pissed off that I haven't been able to indulge ( Read more... )

Some time in August this summer we went to Lunatic Luau 8, a local festival that Slipknot headlined. There were lots of sic bands at Lunatic Luau, other than Slipknot there was Otep, Earshot, Hatebreed, Drowning Pool, and a whole list more--but they weren't anything I really cared about (Shinedown, Monster Magnet...etc).
     Anyway, it was slightly ( Read more... )