I don’t even know what to do with myself anymore. I just want to fall asleep beneath the covers, extend my roots, and plant myself there. Everything that has been keeping me content and somewhat distracted from myself is either dissipating or being held out of reach. My juxtaposed list of faults is lengthening ( Read more... )

So I’ve been up to what I do best: Being obsessive and compulsive. My habitual nature is incessantly clashing with my desire to be spontaneous and independent. I’ve got so many roadblocks obstructing my path that it’s laughable to hope to be even remotely successful in what I choose to do. I’ve got no car and I’m still not quite financially secure ( Read more... )

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I'm revelling in my ability to adjust to my freakishly bi- polar environment.
We're gonna piss in a glass and pretend that it's water!
I hate waking up to the heat of impending doom. Heh, maybe that sounds dramatic, but really, live in my household for a few days and you'll see that it's no eggsateration.
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*Deep Breath*

What do i do?
What do i do?
What do i do?

... I feel so helpless...

I need some insight... I've got blinders on...

Got my hair cut and re-colored blue/black today. This is what i looked like before (For Dave so he'll stop pestering me):

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~Take me faeries take me out of this dull world, for I would ride with you upon the wind and dance upon the mountains like a flame~ --W.B.Yeats ( Read more... )

Part One: Personal Information ( Read more... )