things are getting worse. not in my life but in my "down there". the warts are spreading - i have three new ones and i have been on a treatment for three days... i dont think that this is the kind of thing that gets worse before it gets better either ( Read more... )

valentines day bothers everyone. when i was with tony i didnt like having a valentine and when i am single i dont like not having one. you would think that a person could make up their mind ( Read more... )

Valentines day... a day to remind all of us single people exactly how single we really are. I have to agree with the rest of us bitter ones that this day was created by Hallmark for the masses... I mean, I like the fact the people can fall in love and be happy - but anniversaries are for showing it, not a whole day to make other people who havent ( Read more... )

i am headed home for the weekedn for some TLC from the rents...

much needed might i add...

things only get better if you make them better....

right...

i feel alone. i sit in my room for fear of people catching on to what is wrong with me. i go to work - and i go to class... then i hide away. i tried to go to the bar last night. katie would have killed me if i haddent - but when i got there all i wanted to do was hide away in a corner and not let anyone see me ( Read more... )

empty. no hope ( Read more... )

all ye who enter here. Thats what it says on the gate to hell in Dante's Inferno. thats what it says in my head when i think about how awful people are to each other. just think about the state of the world today. violence every time we turn on the tv, women getting raped, men being killed in the "fight for peace", people getting the shit kicked ( Read more... )

so, yesterday i was told that i have HPV (AKA. Gential Warts). i had to contact all the people that i had been with in the last 6 months - which was only three - but it was really hard... "hi, this is ashley. i would recommend that you go get an STD test because i have warts because of one of you lying bastards ( Read more... )

i had a bad flash back last night. although i dont know if it was a flashback or more of dreaming about what happened my freshman year. after being at the bar with people who i have previously not gotten along with and have a relativly good time i guess that my nerves got the best of me. it was so vivid... i could feel it and felt like it was ( Read more... )