I am so in love, I feel like I'm a teenager again, like my body is on fire, like there is someone else in the world who Gets Me, it's so easy, I don't doubt a thing, I want him to marry me, I'm so fucking in love.

Life is so fantastic, for once. I'm eating Indian food and listening to the Modern Lovers and my roommates are hanging out around the house, Michael is lounging on the floor, it's 81 degrees outside and I'm about to go to the Bob Inn with Jordan and Charlie and our friends and watch hockey. My observation went well somehow and I'm going to recruit ( Read more... )

I got staffed today, it took two hours because someone fucked up but then the guy who finally processed all my documents was really nice and smiled at me and said "Welcome to CPS!"

Really exciting moment in my life to be honest.

went to a bar last night with megan and irena and some people from teaching fellows, i got really drunk for the first time in probably a month and we were at the jukebox and we found Reckoning and I said "don't go back to rockville!" because two of the guys were actually from rockville and one said "you know what that song is about right?" and i ( Read more... )

why did i think this would be okay? it's not okay. i'm leaving next thursday. it's too soon and it's not okay

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i am obsessed with this. his voice is so weird for this song, but it just fucking works!

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Maybe I'm not as attached to home as I thought I was.
Maybe I just really didn't like Maryland.
I want to go home, sure, but I don't want to actually leave where I am now. I've never really had that feeling before.

Wednesday

• Hand in 8pg paper at 12pm. currently it is 3AM and I have 6 pages fuckfuck
• Study and read all of the books that i didnt read for nordic mythology
• Creamy parmesan and mushroom pasta

Thursday

• Nordic Mythology final 12pm-2pm
• Copenhagen chillin'

Running List of Positive Things about Living at Home Next Year:

+ having an entire month to sit in front of the christmas tree with my parents and bake cookies