The rain is killing me. I want to go outside and run around but it is too goddamn wet. I want Brandon to come visit Nicasio with me, but he will not. I cannot shake the feeling that we are mad at eachother today, but equally I can't figure out about what. It is mostly that just shut off communication suddenly. I want to hang out and chat and ( Read more... )

It has been a while now since I have logged my dismays and petty annoyances. I have had much time to reflect on my life in the last couple of weeks. I have also been repeatedly lured into situations that I would as soon avoid. I realized this has always been true of me. It takes a little as innocent curiousity to pull me into something that ( Read more... )

I do believe that I have successfully rid my pants of their ants. Last night was supposed to be a dinner thing at a friend's Mom's house which transformed into an all-night alco-fest in San Francisco. I had fun but I don't like having to drive people around Novato when I can barely keep my eyes open. It makes me afraid of the po-po. I'm not ( Read more... )

So what to me seems like minor forms of insanity have continued. Last night over one pint I have a surprisingly intellectual conversation with a pair of very unintellectual people. The moral there is that a lot of people at or around my age have a very apocolyptic view of the world. They are convinced that we will see the end of life as we know ( Read more... )

Most of last night issues have gladdly resolved themselves. I am calmer and more colleced. While I am still a LONG shift from having a day off, at least tomorrow I will not have to drench myself in bathroom floor water. Ugh. Even when scoring a job like that at my work is mostly dumb luck, it does feel like an insult. Sissy, the bei-yotch from ( Read more... )

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Now that the new year has finally begun I see only a blank calander that is ripe with potential. 2005 was an unmitigated disastor. My Mom got cancer, my Oma got totally destroyed health. I leap-frogged from an awful job with good people, to a great job with not...awful people (the jury is still out on this one). 2005 also saw me take the last ( Read more... )

First and formost I present a theory that my personal love and obsession with aquatic invertabrates does not make me "interesting" but in fact makes me a holy man:

Intelliligent Design Theory: OctopiOther than that, I have to get up for work in only a few hours. I have a lot more to say but not the time to type it. Maybe tomorrow? Happy New ( Read more... )

In the last two days, rather than clean my shit hole room I went to the movies twice ( Read more... )

Happy Christmachanakwanzika to all of LJ!

Here is a present for all of you!

I have been listening to it for at least 15 minutes now as I wrap the last of the last minute presents.

http://picard.ytmnd.com/

Actually, while you are at it. Check out the whole site: