OMG, I forgot LiveJournal existed.  Hmmm.  I may start using this again. 

maybe i've been reading too many philosophy/scychology books recently... probably i'm just a basket case ( Read more... )

have ya'll seen this?

this is interesting. i have mixed feelings about our first communications with outer space being classified ads... mainly moral outrage mixed with it being damned funny.

Beam your craigslist ad into spaceWHAT: craigslist CEO Jim Buckmaster won an eBay auction for the first private communication transmission light years ( Read more... )

I need to move out of my apartment. the idea being that if i live with my dad for a couple months, i can save enough money to pay room and bord at school next year AND afford to not work for 5 months this summer. at this point, living with my father for the first time in 4 years will be interesting, but i can handle it. between getting two ( Read more... )

MANGO!!!
http://www.mangoproducts.net/PackAndPee.htm

i want one! well, just 'cause, it'd be fun to play with...

girls, haven't you ever just wanted to sit and play with a penis just to figure out how it works?

curse my fleeting memory ( Read more... )

i had plenty of time to prepare for my mom's death. i was ready for the emotions, the event of watching her last breath, and the grief that would follow. what i was unprepared for, unaware of, is how much my life now seems unchanged. the world, for the most part, just continues, irregardless of the fact that my mother has just died. as, of ( Read more... )

my mom died yesterday ( Read more... )

my mom died this afternoon.

so my mom had the surgury to get the feeding tube yesterday. the surgury went fine, the but the pain meds aftwords slowed down her heart so much that she coded and the had to inibate(sp? - put a tube in her throught to breath for her) her. they took the tube out this morning, and she's breathing with a Bi-Pap machine (mask over her nose that ( Read more... )