state college vs allentown ( Read more... )

So i've recently been given a proposition, one I'm not quite sure of ( Read more... )

Tom asked me last night if i regret moving to state college. While regret isn't a word that I use, I did admit that i've been feeling a little off lately. His question was rooted in my recent declaration of how much i miss Allentown right now. Seriously. I MISS ALLENTOWN. It's not even the people, or the physical place, or my previous life/job. ( Read more... )

I feel as though that i excel in self-realization. I am aware of my strengths and my faults and while I may have the initial disbelief against criticism I later can access and absorb it ( Read more... )

everything is good. I saw two shooting stars tonight, and barely could think of any wishes ( Read more... )

almost drunk, just got out of the bathtub, and considering going to patt's F*gamestop party. I could really use the booze. i want to have a night where i'm not responsible for myself, haha. granted i believe i'm responsible for myself regardless of my blood alcohol level so maybe another time. but what i was getting at was i want to have a night ( Read more... )

i just want to be loved. is that so bad? is it worse to be single and not have anyone? or to be in a relationship and constantly feel utterly alone? I know the boy loves me, cares about me, and wants to make me happy. I just wish he knew how to show it. I'm in a cycle where i find myself coming to this point where i feel i need to make a decision ( Read more... )

it's all starts here. i'm excited about the uncertainty. I'm worried about those who are still on the other side, like the boy for example. hating it every day. i can't help him though. only he can make the decision to leave or not. i want to write more but a started drinking a but ago and am having a hard time with complete thoughts

this post is about why i will never be as sexy as i want to be, at least, without the aide of alcohol(harhar). The boy and i tend to shower together. He always stays a little longer in the bathroom to brush his teeth, shave etc. by the time he comes in the bedroom you think i might be standing there wearing a little something something. BUT NO. i ( Read more... )

I wanted to start this thing out on the right foot, seeing as a lot of my thoughts lately could be considered somewhat positive. More so ponderings lately, rather than rants. Tonight would fall into the RANT category, work-related, of course. I fear I will not be able to sleep if i don't get this off my chest. normally i'd consider sleep as a very ( Read more... )