i just want to go home

I am a self professed fireworks junkie, therefore the Fourth of July is the perfect holiday for me. However, on the other side of this fantabulous holiday is the issue of weather. You see the inherent nature of fireworks dictates that they must be dsiplayed outside, which means that if it rains, the fireworks are cancelled or even worse you must ( Read more... )

So, Miss Stephalump and I went to go see Howl's Moving Castle last night and it was really quite good! I loved th characters, how ridiculous they were but still some how seemed so real. I suppose the human race is more ridiculous than we would like to imagine ( Read more... )

. . . and writing she'll get ( Read more... )

So, last night, or I should say this morning, as I was finally lying down to go to sleep I heard the train whistle. It made me think about what Stephanie said about when you can hear the train whistle at night it's going to rain the next day, and it did. In fact when I notice the whistle it always does. Perhaps its subconcious, because I know that ( Read more... )

I am so frustrated. Its bad enough to feel like I'm always onthe fringes to have a whole new set of stupid rules that just trow that up in my face every day. Basically those rules will make the first six weeks of my senior year suck! Its bad enought that no one can come in my room and that I can't got to the house, but then for six weeks I have to ( Read more... )

Breanu has turned out ot be a very lonely place for me. Not in the traditional sense of being alone, but a grave lonliness that cannot be named. I think we all falter a bit here, to afraid to be who we are so we try to be who everyone else is. The only probably being, that when no one else knows who they are you just end up more confused. So, we ( Read more... )

So, yeah, I have discovered recently that I don't do alone very well for long. It was novel in the beginning, but then alone just gets lonely. And its in those moments when you feel so goofy and there's no one to play with that you really start to notice it ( Read more... )

I was praying tonight for a friend who is hurting and I found myself just asking God to be miraculous. To take a hopeless situation and make it something different. And then it hit me, God in His very nature is miraculous. I was asking Him to be and do what He was all along. Miraculous ( Read more... )

I don't want to leave here ( Read more... )