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I'm keeping the bracelet, because I never want to forget you. Consider it stolen. [= -
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I did it... And didn't want to.
I didn't give up. I didn't want to do it. I didn't run away. I did what was best. Forgiving is a serious thing, and shouldn't be taken as lightly as it was. I'm not naive. I'm not immature. Logically, I do not regret what I did. Emotionally, it was the last thing on my list. If I apologized, everything would be back to the way it was... Exactly the ( Read more... ) -
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Happy Thanksgiving. Even though she has no desire to speak with me right now, I'm most thankful for you Kacchan. I'd like to go into detail, but you told me to just stop. So I will. -
Life... Is hard.
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Not again.
I can't stand it. Academics are not forte. And my parent's only solution is to join the Air Force. They lectured me once again on how I'm immature.
I can't get good grades in school. So naturally, let's do something that I absolutely refuse to do!
Fuck me.
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That phone call...
Even though it's kind of a sad job... I got a phone call that will get me some money. I don't know how much it's gonna suck. I don't know how much money I'll get. But it'll get me the money I need much faster than what I'm doing now.
When I'm not working at Gamestop, I'll be at Red Robin. I'm going to work my 'lil ass off. I'll get the money I ( Read more... ) -
Shit....
Life seems to be enclosing me faster than it ever has. It's just like... Why now?
I don't know what's the right decision anymore. Before, I just flat-out didn't care. As a problem arose, I'd take care of it. I'm getting hit really hard right now that... That really isn't the case.
Another realization is that I'm really not good at anything.
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I can't help it. Why do I always put myself in this position?
So Austin was awesomely fun. I enjoy going with the whole gang. Kacchan, Judy, Trekkie, Jenny Peet, Brandon, and Jose. But I can't help but to feel a little out of place. It makes me happy to know that I've been accepted into the group, but it just doesn't seem like I fit in.
Here's the breakdown. I always get hyped up about hanging out with Kat ( Read more... )