Wow I have a whole bunch of shit rolling around in my head right now... Why in the hell should this happen to me... All I know is that that last night or yesterday... Depends on how you want to look at it... Was my two of my good friends wedding... I was honored to be one of her brides maids... However, naturally, Alex her best friend was a brides ( Read more... )

Well I think some things are fucking comeing in to my view... I think I am piecing parts of a fucking puzzle together... I think that My fucking brother might be trying to sleep with Alex... Maybe has... I don't know yet but if so... He is not my fucking brother anymore... He knows how I feel and I am not in a good mood right now... If I find out ( Read more... )

Well I finally got to see what I look like on tv... GAMERZONE tv SHOW this be the link to watch me on tv... Though I did notice that it said that I was on easy... I have to make a correction to all who doesn't know... I was playing on medium... I guess it doesn't matter but if you watch the easy and then the medium... Also the other clips through ( Read more... )

WEll, FUck, I don't really know what is going on with Alex right now... I am trying to figure out what in the fuck is going on but, I don't have any clue on how to interperate shit... I have been told that it is not a good idea to make a move right now; and I value the opinion of the person who told me that very much... ON the other hand I don't ( Read more... )

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Well, I haven't updated this one in a while... I figure I might just do that seeing as I need to vent anyway... I went to copper cue the other night and left feeling like a pussy... Well, the reason for this is simply... I was playing some pool and a very hot girl walked in... Beautiful smile, lovely eyes, she had a great taste in music... So much ( Read more... )

Throughout the years I have done things that I can be proud of, and some things that I am not proud of... However, now it is time to change some of that. I know that over the years I have had too much shit going on in my life to be happy. Or it is the fact that I have not been confident enough to tell people how I feel. I guess it is the feeling ( Read more... )

Well this past week has fucking sucked... I found out some things that really fucked with my head... I didn't even have the fucking will to drink... All I know is that I may have passed up my opportunity for happiness... All because I didn't know... I can't fucking believe this shit... I was told of something and it really fucked with me... I am ( Read more... )

I have been fucked in the head my entire life and never been able to deal with it... Well as of this moment I am drunk... It is nice and takes me away from the bull shit... I drink and smoke cigs and I know they are bad for me but... I once had a friend ask me to quit smoking and I couldn't promise her that I would... It fucking sucks cause I feel ( Read more... )

Well shit...... I guess I am in a bad mood right now... You see I had a DDR party at my house only wierd thing is the two people that I care most about were both there... I don't know much about what went on except for the fact that I was spacing out trying not to think... The thing that pissed me off about the night was when one of them was ( Read more... )