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Tvåhundratrettioett.
I was supposed to finally write that email to that vet today but I haven't and I can't because every time I open the tab with my email client I just get scared and anxious and no no no no and just ABORT MISSION and go to one of the safer tabs for another three hours. -
Tvåhundratrettio.
It's becoming more and more obvious to me that the sort-of love I feel for my parents is completely unrequited.
Yet I keep hoping, like the fool I am, that maybe this time, maybe just this once, they'll listen to me, they'll care about me, what I have to say, how I feel.
And I really don't want to hear that 'all parents really love their children' ( Read more... ) -
Tvåhundratjugonio.
Well then.
After getting home from work today I had a few moments of peace before my mom brings my attention to the fact that my beloved little pony is seriously and urgently ill.
What a lovely afternoon that was.
The vet was super nice though, and the pony's stabilized now. It all comes down to how he's feeling tomorrow morning. -
Tvåhundratjugoåtta.
My mind is filled to the brim and then some of Chibi and 'Mato and anal experimentation. Fingering and stuff.
Chibi's just so tsundere and acts all haughty, but is actually incredibly nervous and insecure about it even though it's his idea and he really wants to try and he really wants to try with Mato and it's fucking obvious really.
And then he's ( Read more... ) -
Tvåhundratjugosju.
I thought me wanting to change my name was either just a whim, wanting to have a 'cooler' name than the one I've been born and raised into, or just another expression of my wish to be anyone/anything other than myself.
But these past few weeks, I've found myself increasingly unhappy with writing out my current name. Even though the difference is ( Read more... ) -
Tvåhundratjugosex.
A few minutes ago I woke up from my nap via a relatively scary dream involving a horse.
I am still feeling that horse's hoof on my leg.
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Tvåhundratjugofem.
Well that timing sure was lucky.
Had my dad called for me a half a minute earlier I'd have been... very awkwardly interrupted.
I suppose this should not go unnamed through this post. -
Tvåhundratjugofyra.
Oh yeah, I picked up Suzaku today.
In my opinion he looks a lot better than his prototype pictures suggested, which was a pleasant surprise. (o( Now I can safely put him next to Lelouch and they’ll actually look compatible. It’s a waste that their bases don’t match though… Seriously MegaHouse? You marketed Suzaku to be bought for the sole purpose of ( Read more... ) -
Tvåhundratjugotre.
I know I came up with a great dialogue scene between Chibs and Cec, regarding Chibs' feelings for 'Mato, when they're maybe 21 and 20 respectively.
But I've completely forgotten what they said that was so great. ;_; -
Tvåhundratjugotvå.
So yeah, appointment with the resident doctor was today.
She was very nice and attentive and asked good questions and listened to what I had to say. Or maybe I'm just biased to any nice lady who'll actually listen to me at this point. I ended up "filling" two whole pages of her little notepad, aha.
At one point she wanted me to to fill out a short ( Read more... )