i thought that after graduation things in my life would start to fall into place. i mean i moving out of the place i've hated for about 3 years and moving back where all my friends and my main family is with the exception of brannon and erika. and seeing how i have a bf after many lonely days, months and so on, life would be to look more positive ( Read more... )

what can i say its the end of the semester and everything seems to be coming to a head now. i'm stressed out with everything, finding a job, graduation, damn school work, papers, exams, then i have to worry about christmas coming right around the corner here and i have no money, my dad in out of a job so i'm helping out as much as i can with the ( Read more... )

how so much has happened and i don't know where to begin, go figure. when will i ever learn to update more often. i've gone to a halloween party here and it was pretty fun only cos i was there with my friends and of course jay and well.... me and jay have made pass 3 months, so official he is my longest bf, i'm sooo sooo soooooooooo happy. mom ( Read more... )

i tell you everytime i get on here i always say i'm going to update more before too much stuff goes by, but i always seemt to either get too busy, or say i'll do it later ( Read more... )

so far my classes aren't too bad i'll just have a lot of writing and reading to do. nothing that i can't handle. i had a great weekend. jay came to see me thurs. with lee and he took me home and then we went over to jason's house and to hang out a bit. on sat. jay and i went and saw the 40 yr. old virgin (that was a funny and cute movie) and we ( Read more... )

i'm really sad. yesterday i went to the gym to more less get my mind of missing people back home. well as i was going around the track my mind kept drifting towards jay :( i'm really starting to miss him. he was unable to come see me mon cos of work and his mom needed the car, but i was still sad about it. i found out that he is trying to get ( Read more... )

oh my goodness, i really don't know where to start its been so long since i was last here, and so much... not a couple of huge things happened. brannon came home for a little bit. and then left about a week later. some visit right. but anyways i also went to talk to the recuiter for the air force and the guy i need to talk to about officer ( Read more... )

"When you talk, do not say harmful things, but say what people need - words that will help others beome stronger. Then what you say will do good to those who listen to you." ~Ephesians 4:29 ( Read more... )

rhiannon's mom finally came down to see her, and before she even got her feet one inch through the damn door she is already telling people to limit how many go see her, and now NO ONE IS ALLOWED IN TO SEE HER!!! i don't understand it why is someone who as far as i've seen doesn't talk to her daughter or touch her or hold her hand, but just sits in ( Read more... )

SHE IS AWAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHE IS AWAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHE IS AWAKE ( Read more... )